i was browsing through which laptop i wanted for my birthday @ QQestore. i changed my mind on wanting the HP Mini 1001TU Vivienne Tam version, instead i want the laptop above, the HP Pavilion DV2-1007AX. why? because it's glossy black, like the colour of espresso. and if you look closely, there's a pattern drawn on the laptop. plus, i like the sound from the product's specifications. there's plenty of memory in the hard drive, of which i would most probably need, with what i wish to download in the future (anime stuff and games alike, not to mention the futre work load i'll be getting, so i need plenty of space for that).

see here for the product's specifications, if you're interested.

so anyway, the price is sort of reasonable. i didn't really want an expensive, over the top, laptop. i just need something that could fulfill my needs, such as media entertainment (the likes of movies, music, videos and such). then i need something that looks really cool and at the same time, sophisticated? though i don't think that would be the right term to use.

being the person that i am, who loves the colour black (and no, it's not because i'm depressed or whatever), i wanted something that strikes as me and my character. do i make sense? i hope so though, cause i'm really terrible at explaining things too long. and besides, the colour black reminds me of....


yes, the stoic character from Ouran Host Club, who only utters a single syllable or two when spoken to by his fellow host club members. by the way, you should really go see the anime if you haven't seen it. trust me, it's addictive. go here if you wanna watch Ouran. just browse through the anime listings, and you'll eventually find it. ^^ and yes, i have a thing or crush you might say, for Takashi. who would never like his stoic character? *swoons*

bah. okay. imma outta here~ ja~ ne minna! oyasuminasai. *bows head*

Labels: crushes, wishlist

key: "speech" , (thoughts) , *actions*.



i am in dire need of a decent fruit salad right about now, cause i think i'm lacking my vitamins a bit. but i can't go out as i am under house arrest... or sort of. i'm just not allowed to venture into the dangerous world, plagued by sins and evil doings~ (....eh?) unless where i need to go is important.

[...a few hours ago...]

oneesan: "do not go out unless it's really, really important. it's getting dangerous out there, especially for you."

me: "what if i need to buy something?"

oneesan: "then tell me."

me: okay.. *nods*

[...present time.]

so, i am forbidden to go out of this house's premises, unless i really need to go out. i hope this thing, that seems to threaten the well-beings of the country, would subside soon. why? because i may go a bit lunatic having to be stucked at home for a very long time. not that i'm complaining 'in which obviousness, i am actually', but since i have internet access at home, my boredom shall ceased to exist *reads fanfics happily while munching on chocolate chip cookie in hand*.

and here i thought i was going to go out and grab a few new DVDs in store. (i still want Angels&Demons since i haven't actually seen it yet) i was even gonna go out and do a little grocery shopping cause i ran out of sugar, and i need sugar to actually make desserts. what a dessert without sugar? then that's not a dessert at all. except for fruit salads, they don't need sugar, cause they themselves are sugar provided... *goes on rambling more about sugar...*

anyway! (before i go rambling on again on pointless speeches...) since we're (at this point, meaning, me) talking about fruit salads, what would you like in your fruit salad? personally, i like strawberries to be in them (as i am growing fond of strawberries, every single day of my life) and blueberries. maybe a few chunks of pineapples thrown here and there, not forgetting the oh-so-sweet juicy apples (cut into dices, of course) and a few dices of very tantalizing pears (not china pears but those green, plump, soft pears) and maybe a few red cherries as well (just for the sake of vibrant colours as any type of food, even salads, should be presentable and captures the eye of the diner). that really sounds like a very yummy fruit salad, i wouldn't want to pass eating that. *spaces out as imaginations of fruit salad begins to materialize*

okay i'm gonna go mind my own business now since i've done my job into wasting your (dearest readers) precious time when you could have done better and important things to do, rather than reading this rambling of mine.

but if you do still want to read my ramblings in later times' in life and in days to come, then i shall welcome you with opened arms (unless you're a hentai, meaning pervert, then i would have to kick you in the shins if we ever meet). *skips along imaginary river merrily*

Ja~ ne minna!







and oh! before i forget,

*insert picture here*

a very happy birthday to Dayah! you're officially 20 now! i hope you'll have fun celebrating your birthday today and God bless in everything~ XD

Labels: Birthdays, life, my ramblings

three weeks, from now, and i am officially 21. i don't know why but i'm not really keen on this year's birthday. *shrugs it off*

today's gonna be a short entry.

ja~ ne.

Labels: Birthdays

i never felt comfortable when it rains, especially at night. with each pounding rain against the roof, i was never able to sleep peacefully. then the lightning would flash every now and then outside my window, they made my room brighter every few minutes. the curtains only blocked the flashes slightly, so that didn't help much. next come the rumbling of thunder, whether it was distant or near, it would always wake me up (cause you see, i'm a light sleeper). i find that fact rather, frustrating.

i only enjoy the sight of drizzled rain, not heavy downpour. heavy downpours' makes me feel somewhat nervous and agitated at the same time. so i had to distract my mind when that happens. i did everything from reading to baking to hearing loud music, just so i can ignore the pounding of the rain. i just had to distract myself.

when a lightning strikes nearby me or somewhere in my line of visions, i stilled for a few seconds and totally ignore it after that. i kept on doing what i did while ignoring at the same time.

right now, i'm doing just that, totally ignoring the rain, the lightning, the thunder. i busied myself with reading online fanfics, they seem to distract my mind of the present things.

as of currently, the whole house is quiet, except for the tapping of keyboards and the swishing of the fan and the croaking of amphibians outside. everyone is asleep, well, not everyone, i'm still awake cause i can't sleep with the whole rain ordeal; my lil' sister's not asleep as well, she's practicing on her piano keyboard; oneesan went out and the same goes to oniisan. okaasan and otousan is asleep. i suppose that they're tired from the functions they attended today.

well, oyasuminasai. ja~ ne.