Went to school today. Was really surprised with the people that showed up at school. I could really count on how many there were. Lepak for a while at the surau area with Adeq and talked about things and life. Hehe. Waited for Nina to show up. :D

During registration class, there were only 9 of us who were present. So, teacher asked us to clean up the tables and chairs, swept the floor and all. Then went to the staff room to pick up the novel Mr. Whitehead copied for us.

Next, went to the Hall for a briefing by the Fire Department on how to prevent fire at school. if such cases did happen. Then, ate breakfast with Nina at canteen, after the fire demonstration. Bloody smoke went in to my lungs! So, had to run away from there and the heat was making me dizzy. Plus, I was hungry. Haha.

Nearly eleven, went back to the Hall for a Health & Lifestyle Seminar. We learnt many great things from that seminar. One of 'em was about love:

These are the phrases that we all should learn to remember. ;)

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Baby,top. || 6:39 PM

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Baby,top. || 4:21 PM

Currently hungry with a painful headache.


; & i am jealous. (:
Baby,top. || 8:04 PM

The party was awesome! I arrived at geo class early cause I wanna help out with all the stuff. Put my things on the table and began to clear away all the tables that needed to be arranged for all the food they brought. The menu for today was: Macaroni and Cheese, Fried Sausages and Crab Sticks (that had turned crinkly due to exposure to moist), Fried Rice, Fried Noodles and also Fried Chicken. Basically all the types of typical Bruneian food, that teenagers such as ourselves tend to eat a lot. Haha. All the drinks were the fizzy ones and I couldn't find any bottle of water at all, the fizzy drinks were really sweet & i mean REALLY SWEET!

So anyway, swept the floor and went down to the canteen with Fatin to get the cakes. We had to hurry cause it was nearly ten. When we went up, somehow, I notice that people were watching us, maybe wondering who's b'day it was today. People's curiosity is always there. Haha. Then, we went to the class next door to hide the cakes. I went outside and started watching out for Mrs Esma's arrival. The others were getting the things ready. I saw her came out from the staff room, and told them that teacher was on her way. So I went to the stairs and watched her climbed up. When she was at the second floor, I ran to the class and informed them that she'd be there any minute. We started to bluff around, acting as if it was a normal party, some of the girls were getting ready with the cake next door. Mrs Esma came in and sat at the table, telling us to start the party. Then, kami suruh teacher mulakan dulu, barutah kami. Saja melengahkn masa~ By the time she was at the back, the girls came in carrying the cakes and the guys started to sing the b'day song~ Mrs Esma didn't expect that there would be a surprise for her. The look on her face at that moment was really priceless. Hehe. It was really a successful surprise b'day! ;D

After that, we enjoyed the food and of course, the yummy cake (thanks to Fatin for buying them!). I sliced two pieces of cake, one of each variety for teacher, while Fadli kautkan some of the food for teacher. Somehow, I felt like we were pampering her. Well, she deserves it & that is why we love her THIS much. Hehe. The others started to get on with the party, taking some food and drinks, chit-chatting, picture taking. Mrs Esma seemed to enjoy it~ Suruhnya lagi tu, get more pictures during the party. Haha. Being the generous that I am, I sliced some cakes for the others, then after that I would only eat. When it's me, the others' come first.

Presents~ The gifts consisted of a pink ladies' bag and chocolates. ;D Yes. Chocolates. & I was one of them who gave that chocolate gift, cause I don't know what to get her, plus, I was broke at that time. I should have saved money for the real gift I wanted to give her. Oh well~ There's always next year. :D

So yeah. That's about it. The party turned out to be a success in the end. XD
There's gonna be next year, I hope she wouldn't suspect a thing if we planned for another surprise birthday for her. Besides, hopefully next year, it would be the final year for us all, so we would really wanna end it with a bang. ;)

~*~

This morning, came to class around seven, went straight on doing my maths homework. Whilst I was busy, he stood beside me, looking over the work that I was doing. I tried not to pay attention to him when he was standing there, I really wanted to get on with my work. Out of nowhere, my heart started to race and I had that nervous feeling again whenever he was near me. Maybe he noticed that my hands were shaking slightly, cause it seemed like I was hesitating to write anything on the paper. I tried really hard to restrain myself from blushing, I felt that my cheeks were getting hotter every minute! I just continued on with my work, when all of a sudden he said jokingly, 'kau ani ah, time aku ada atu, takut tia plang ko, jangan tah ingau aku ani, buat saja keraja mu atu.' I looked up at him instantly and said, 'apakan?? siapa takut ani?'. Indenial much~I was not afraid, I was just NERVOUS! How the hell did he know that I was nervous?? Could he sense it or something?? Then he went away, sat at his table, and I went mental silently! I kept on thinking in my mind, how the hell did he knew?? Argh!! I think I've gone officially insane now. Why is this happening to me..?


*bangs head on the keyboard!*

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Baby,top. || 2:35 PM

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Baby,top. || 2:32 PM

Had a day out today. I went to Kiulap to have my breakfast at Thien Thien with Daddy, Amy and Elle. Mommy's working. Hehe. & Minor was still sleeping when we went out.

Okay. Got up around 7.30 today. Stayed in bed for a while, looking at the ceiling, thinking about stuff and life. The things I usually do every single day. The sun was glowing so beautifully, it made me think that it will be a great day. Anyway, got plans to do for today. I'm gonna go out soon to check if the allowances are in already, and if they are, then. I'll be getting something for tomorrow's party! A present for Mrs Esma. I don't know what to buy though, I just hope whatever I buy for her, she would like it. ^^,

Gonna also attend a doa selamat at my cousin's in Rimba. My cousin is going for her Haj soon. So yeah, Dad asked us to come along and it is a must. Otherwise, my Angah will be asking my Dad where we were and why we didn't come along. Hehehe. Then, my Dad would have to make up an excuse for us. Sorry Dad ;D

Isn't the day beautiful? I love the clouds, they give me peace. I'll be having more maths to do later. Maths everyday. I think I'm getting the hang of it. Haha. Maybe.

I'll blog more later. The brains gone dead, not literally, if you get what I mean. XD

Out-

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Baby,top. || 12:17 PM

School was boringggggggggggg. So sunyi tadi. Boo you people xp

Anyway, not much happened today. Had elite on the first block, continued watching 'On The Waterfront', the movie got interesting after we watched it today, but it wasn't fun to watch it. I just don't get the movie, that's all. I didn't pay attention too much. Before we started watching it, Sir gave us worksheets 4 to 10 for our vacation homework, including an essay. Imagine that. & we thought we would be spending our one month vacation to hang out with friends or do something else. Like Sir claimed, this is not yet our vacation, our real vacation would be by the end of next year. As 'A' Level students, we've got to work hard first before we could enjoy doing the fun stuff. By this time, I should be banging my head on the wall. However, I restrain myself from doing so. :D

EAS was okay today. We did some grammar work. I did it okay though. Didn't expect to get two-thirds of it wrong. Haha. Next, we were having Geo at 12.30, just 30 minutes after lunch.

Geography was quite fun today. Mrs Esma showed us some pictures of squatter settlements located in Kg. Jabang in Seria. Imagine that. We have squatter settlements in Brunei, I never thought of it before though. But hey, it does exist. Anyway, Mrs Esma told us her and her team's experiences while doing surveys there. Some of them was really funny until all of us were laughing out loud~ One of it was about this police officer. He was escorting Mrs Esma throughout the survey, cause the thing is, the squatter people were really sensitive about having outsiders coming to their settlements. So yeah, Mrs Esma had to have some escorts with her. Anyway, during a Sunday when Mrs Esma did the survey with her team mates, all the squatter men had a day off from working at BSP. What happened was, the men were having a 'cock-fight', as in 'sabung ayam'. So when they discovered Mrs Esma's presence outside their settlement and saw the police officers with her, they took out their parangs and whatsoever and came attacking towards the survey party! Apa lagi~ Semua cabut lari. Haha. They were running for their lives from this squatter people! The funny thing was, the police officer was running so fast that Mrs Esma and the others were left behind. Even Mrs Esma stopped for a minute because she couldn't believe her eyes that the police officer was running ahead of them. He was running as fast as lightning! I mean, come on~ How come he ran ahead and not think of the other's safety? He should have been the one behind them, not him in the front. It was really hilarious~ We could really imagine how fast he'd run back then. *rofl

There are other stories that Mrs Esma told us though, but I find that that one was quite hilarious~ Haha. & thank god we finished the work she gave us, otherwise there'll be no party this Saturday. ;D

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Baby,top. || 4:33 PM

Just arrived home after a long day at school. Elle had tarian practice, so yeah, had to stay back until four ;D

The day began so smoothly, with no flaws or whatsoever. Currently enjoying my Twisties. Hehe. Anyway, had my PS during the first block. I spent the whole PS block doing my maths homework. I was too lazy to do it yesterday bah. However, I didn't quite finished it cause time was running out.Whilst I was doing my maths, Fyds came by and asked us some survey questions. The question was, 'which one do your prefer? Chocolate or men?'. Of course my answer would be chocolate. I wouldn't choose men due to some reasons. Haha. So yeah, Fyds asked why I chose chocolate, well, the answer I gave was plain simple: it is because chocolate is more pleasurable than men. Yes. I repeat. More pleasurable. Haha. Why I didn't chose men as the answer was because, men cannot give me that same pleasure as chocolate could. Plus, chocolate wouldn't betray you. Would it? In the other hand, men would. I'm saying it again. Men would betray you at some point. XP No offense to the men out there. It's just my point of view between chocolate and men. ;D

Soon after that, Qawiy came by. He was standing so quietly beside me, looking down at my maths work. I looked up and asked him whether his work was finished or not. He replied with a 'just some' and that he didn't really quite finished it. After that, he continued looking at my work. Being the nervous girl as I am when he's around, I continued my work with some unintentional errors made. I had to cross them out every now and then. He went away for a while and I can't help but smile a little to myself. When I looked across the table, I discovered that Nina was looking at me with that 'I-know-you're-happy-Mal' smile. She started teasing me and I had to cover my face and duck under the table to make the blush on my face disappear. I took a deep breath and exhaled. Soon after that, I recovered my calmness again. (:

During block 3, sir wasn't at school. We didn't know where he went. However, a note on the white board said that 'He may be late, just continue with what you're doing!'. But what were we doing? He didn't leave us with any unfinished work. So, we did our own business and spent the rest of the period talking or even listening to the wonders of music.

Geography was actually fun today, usually I ended up with half-closed eyes. Teacher didn't stress us too much with work, we were joking and fooling around. The boys were making much noise. Haha. The class was always lively. Then, teacher told us that this Saturday a party will be held, but in one condition: all the homework she gave us before must be finished by tomorrow, otherwise there will be no party. I don't think teacher knows about the surprise birthday we're gonna give her. I'm just hoping that it would really be a surprise. :D

Literature was kinda so-so today. I nearly fell asleep by the end of the class. We were watching this movie called 'On The Waterfront'. It's a black and white movie and sir told us that it has a significant connection with A View From The Bridge. The movie was based on Arthur Miller''s other story of which I forgot what the title was called.

At around 2.30, we went to AG.5 for Elle's practice. Since I had nothing to do other than watch the whole practice, I decided to read this story book called 'Wuthering Heights' or something. Can't really remember though. However, I find the story to be very interesting. I haven't finished reading it but I'm gonna continue tomorrow. I'll take a snapshot of the cover tomorrow, if I remember though. Whilst I was reading, I was also watching the girls and guys practicing their moves. I found that the guys' moves are so... fast and... a bit weird. Haha.

Anyway, that sums up today's events.
Gotta go now cause I wanna do my maths.
Good day people ;)

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Baby,top. || 5:16 PM

Having a slight headache right now. The cause is from drinking too much pepsi. Haha. Maybe its the caffeine or something else. ;D
But don't worry, I'm still here. Still standing and breathing. Haha. What? Don't give me that look. By now, you should know what kind of person I really am. Or you knew already?
What the hell am I talking about?

Anyway, went out today to Hua Ho Mall and Qlap Mall. Dad was pampering us, for what reasons, I do not know. It was all of a sudden yknow. He said right after we had our breakfast tadi, 'after this, tukar baju and tani ke hua ho.' Okay.. Bh sure. Kami mana saja plang. I thought we were gonna buy groceries or something. However, we went to shop for clothes. Coolies~ We didn't find any clothes at Hua Ho, cause the clothes were typically styled. So yeah, went to Qlap Mall instead. During at Hua Ho, Dad was having second thoughts on whether he should buy the clothes he wanted or not. He's always like that. Always having second thoughts. Sometimes, it drives me mad. Seriously. Haha. We told him to buy saja but no~ He still wants to think it over. Haha. Mana sajatah.

At Qlap Mall, we went to this clothes boutique. I don't remember what it was called but I love the clothes there! The designs are amazing. Ell used the term 'sexy' to describe the designs. Haha. The prices were quite affordable though, that is if you consider $20+ to be affordable. The Tshirt I bought cost me around $26. I didn't pay for it, Dad did. Haha. XD

Had my dinner already and I'm kinda full now. Currently watching Pirates of the Carribean 2. I still find it to be one of the good movies that I've seen. Haven't done my homework yet, maybe I'll do it tomorrow saja during my PS. Hehe.

Well. That's all for today. Out-

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Baby,top. || 7:06 PM

Good night people. I'm off to bed while listening to this song called Say The Word.





&& imisshim. (:

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Baby,top. || 11:32 PM

Say The Words - The Classic Crime (:

I had months to write a song
That captured who you are
But I fear I have done you wrong
Because I've failed you so far
The chord that struck, an angel fell
The sky went dark and it all comes down
The choices made, the lies forgotten
Oh, well

This is the way that I know
This is the way that I know
I would give everything for some hope
Are you different, could I be different too?
Nobody knows you, nobody knows you like I do

There's a song outside my window
And it plays to your tune
And there's a life inside this pencil
And it lives for what is true
Cause I am lost for words, the cost for her
Was way to much to bear
You're not perfect, but I don't care

This is the way that I know
This is the way that I know
I would give everything for some hope
Are you different, could I be different too?
Nobody knows you, nobody knows you like I do

Are you different, could I be different too?
Nobody knows you, nobody knows you like I do

Say the word, say the word
Are you different, could I be different too?
Nobody knows you, nobody knows you like I do

Yeah, woah

Are you different, could I be different too?
Nobody knows you, nobody knows you like I do
Are you different, could I be different too?
Nobody knows you, nobody knows you like I do

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Baby,top. || 10:53 PM

Today, the usual and ordinary things happened. Arrived at school around 6.30am and took about ten minutes to go to class. I was enjoying the quiet view while I was walking along the long corridors. It's surprising of how quiet the school can be in the early morning. Usually, a few people would turn up already by that time.

So yeah, enjoyed my walk and arrived at class. I saw an army of ants outside my class. It was seriously disgusting. I have this detest against ants, especially an army of ants. To imagine them creeping up my skin filled me with disgust. Eeeeuw. I have goosebumps just by thinking of them.

Enough of the ant story. Haha. Anyway, I just sat back in class and listened to my music player, rock songs~ Hell yeah~ There was only me and three other people which includes Qawiy. I just sat there, thinking about stuff until around 7.20am. Man. I got a lot to think about nowadays. No wonder I've been depressed lately. Haha. ;D

Had Maths then EAS. During EAS, sir AK gave us this crossword puzzle to do. It was a competition between the groups. Who wins in the end, gets the opportunity to boast. Haha. But no no. Why would people wanna boast? Just be proud. That'd be enough. Hehe. Wait. Doesn't boast and proud have the same meaning? Etto. Sometimes I wonder with this english thingy. So.. Confusing. :S

The Bio students of Block3 EAS, had to go for a trip. So the class was a bit barren in the end. Is that even the right word to say? Anyway, the competition was beginning to get a little tensed cause most of the groups got only a few words left, around two or three. Time was of an essence as Sir AK used to say. In the end, we teamed up with another group in order to beat Azim's group. Nyahaha. It was really tensed! However, we won! Hehehehehehe. I heard Azim said he wanted a rematch. Haha. I hope we can do more crossword puzzles though. It was super fun~ XD

After EAS, we got Geo then Literature. I didn't quite pay attention during literature cause my mind went somewhere else. Haha. The usual things I do to keep myself from falling asleep. & during that time, it was raining~ I love it when it rains. The atmosphere was just.. comfortable? Is that a suitable word to describe it? Maybe it is. Hehe.

Bh. Enough for today~

Out- XD

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Baby,top. || 6:22 PM

Edited my layout again. This one looks nicer though. I like the graphics and the words used. :D

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Baby,top. || 4:08 PM

My mood's changing again. Etto. I wonder in the slightest of time, why the change in mood? I could never stick to one mood. Maybe I have some mood disease or something. Is that even possible? Perchance, it is.

Perchance (perhaps by chance). I like that word. Got it from Twelfth Night. Love that Shakespeare play. Currently, searching for new blogskins and watching Nanny McPhee on HBO. I like that movie, Julia Roberts is awesome. ;D

I have maths and geo to do later. Got no mood to do it now. I don't know what else to write. My mind's blank right now. *knocks my head. It sounds hollow. Haha. xp

Bh. Later. Out-

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Baby,top. || 1:41 PM

Yesterday, I browsed through some classic music and found this track. A classic love song.

Always (:

This Romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feeling
This old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby that's just me

And I will love you baby always
And I'll be there forever and a day
Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you
Always

Now you pictures there that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye

What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him and those words were mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby-always
And I'll be there forever and a day
Always

If you told me to cry for you I could
If you told me to lie for you I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you baby always
And I'll be there forever and a day
Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you
Always

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Baby,top. || 1:34 PM

Moody. Why am I moody today? I was okay during the morning, all hyper and stuff. However, things got changed a little by mid-morning. I didn't talk much to anyone. If anyone DID talk to me, atupun, inda berapa becakap dengan dorang. I don't know what's wrong with me. Seriously. Maybe I'm depressed or something. Haha. Perchance I am depressed.

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Baby,top. || 9:41 PM

I am currently... Moody. Again. I wonder why~ Of course, it's about the same thing again. Sigh. I hate this. Oh God. I'm being emo ey. Haha. It's like what Ell and Amy used to say to me. They called me 'Emoget', as in an emo who's a midget. Like, what the fuck man?

Anyway, school was okay today. The occasional boredom strikes as classes seemed to be in for long hours. Really long hours. Like it would never end or something. Painfully agonizing classes. Haha.
We watched a British comedy during EAS. It was seriously hilarious. Couldn't really remember the title of it though. Short term memory loss to be exact. Nyahaha. Okay~ Back to the school story.
Went hyper during block1 with Nina and Simaa. Panat tu dorang aa. Adakah patut. Sekalinya kan belurus sorang-sorang. XP

Enough about school ee. Stress saya because of it. Gaha. ;D

The love life. Why does it have to be this complicated ey? I hate it. Get me? I really hate it. I just can't learn to let go. I want to. Believe me, I really want to. However, I can't because I couldn't. Damn it. Curse this love life! *cursing to myself.

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Baby,top. || 7:56 PM

Currently searching for music videos to be downloaded into my phone. Anybody knows any web addresses for me to download music videos? I'm searching for "Your Guardian Angel" by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Love that song effin' much~

Back to my life's story. I think I'm thinking about him too much. Everywhere I go, all I see is him and all I hear about is him. This is agonizing. Painful to the extreme. When should I tell him how I feel? By the end of this year, during the holidays perhaps? However, I'm not sure if I can do it you know. I don't want to hear what he's gonna say. Maybe what he's about to say would make me happy or it would make me hurt more. I'm hurt seeing him around other girls. Jealousy strikes me again. I have a huge issue about jealousy you know. I can't get rid of it. Baka.

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Baby,top. || 4:56 PM

& oh yeah. Forgot to metion. He wanted to borrow my eraser tadi but I didn't dare lend it to him. I was afraid that he might see the engraved word on it.

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Baby,top. || 4:27 PM

School was okay today although it was a bit tiring. During EAS, we wrote an argumentative/discursive essay about whether the Internet should be controlled and censored. Of course, we have tonnes of ideas about it.

That being done, we had geography next and then literature. I was doodling during literature. Haha. I wasn't really paying attention during the lesson. My mind went somewhere else. It went to... They know where it went to. Hehe.

Etto. What else? Oh yeah. Some tv crew people were at PTE today. They had a shoot for a drama. & this actor, he was acting as one of the students, but his hair was long and he had earrings on. What kind of student is that? Seriously. & I got annoyed with the whole drama thing. The canteen's electricity were shut off. So yeah, they didn't have any electricity to make teh tarik. You need hot water to make teh tarik, and you need electricity in order to make hot water. Why did they shut off the electricity for? I sound annoyed, don't I?

During lunch, Elle came to school, she had exam at two. Then, during me, Elle, Nina and Adeq had a conversation, we were interrupted by the 'intrusion' of Aim and Qawiy. Haha. Sorry I used the word intrusion, I couldn't think of any other words than that. Anyway, I asked Qawiy if I could borrow his maths work. However, it wasn't finished yet. Ceh. I didn't know how to do the graph, so he showed me. His arms were around me, like when someone wants to hug you from behind, then, he took my pencil and showed me how to draw it.
I was being like a helpless little child cause that's what I tend to do. I could feel my cheeks burning and turning red. After that, he went to get his work for a minute. Nina and Elle were like practically looking at me. They were quiet for awhile but they were smiling. Mocking me I dare say! Haha. Then then, Nina said, 'I know your happy Mal~' and Elle said 'Awwww. She's blushing~'. Damn those two.. *cursing*
Haha. When they said that, I was really blushing. So I had to go after them in order to pinch them, they should really stop teasing me about this. Damn it! & Elle added, 'Now, you're gonna be more confused.' Confused I really am. Haaa~

I was smiling. Cause I was happy. & I'm still smiling and feeling happy. I couldn't stop remembering it. God help me.
All this while, my feelings were still the same for him.



ily November although you'll never know the truth. (:

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Baby,top. || 2:55 PM

I deleted my previous blogs people. So yeah. I wanna start from scratch again. From the very beginning. Hehe. Cause you know, I wanna have some sort of closure right now. ;D

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Baby,top. || 7:01 PM

I'd like to share with you the narrative essay I wrote for my EAS class, block3.
Enjoy. ;)

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The alley, an unfortunate place to be, especially during the middle of the night. You're all alone, all by yourself, no one is by your side. A wrong thing to do actually. What if something terrible happens to you, but no one is there to help you? I am Eduardo, the serial killer wanted by seven countries, no one has managed to take me into custody until today, because I have the most brilliant mind a criminal could ever possess.

My first victim was a young voluptuous lady, around her mid-twenties. I would not have chosen her if she had not been beckoning me towards her. She didn't invite me though, I invited myself. It looked like she was choosing a short cut to go back home. Wrong decision, if you asked me. How tragic it was to see her struggling to break free from my clutches. I held her aggressively. No matter what she did, she couldn't manage to break free. She deserved it though, the poor little thing was screaming for her dear life. So I had to shut her off. She was screaming and crying and pleading to me to let her go. Ah, but I couldn't do such a thing, I wanted to explore this fine 'treasure' I just found.

I hushed her whimpers down. She quietened a little. I took her to my car, I was dragging her actually because she wouldn't walk steadily. Maybe she got afraid or something. Of course she was afraid! She was dragged by an unknown male. God help her! She wouldn't stop whimpering. Her face was wet with tears, her eyes were swollen. I told her to stop crying and stop pleading, I threatened her that I would slit her throat if she continued with her behaviour. She stopped eventually.

We got to my place and I walked her to my house. The little thing obeyed me because she was too afraid. I took her to my room in the basement. That way, no one would be able to hear her screams. I tied her up to the bed post and played around with my knife. Her eyes were wide by the side of it. I put some cloth in her mouth so her screams were only muffled. I love the terror in her eyes, it was more pleasurable than sex. She was trying to break loose, but alas, she couldn't. Pathetic little being. trying to scurry away like a little mouse.

I sliced smoothly through her thighs, deep enough until the ivory bones showed. I held her down when she screamed and struggled. I slapped her twice to stop her from more crying. She became quiet soon after that. I could see from her eyes that she was trying to hold her pain. My adrenaline rushed, my heart was racing with excitement. Then, I left her alone in the basement, so I could have my dinner. That was only the first torture.

Two hours later, I got back down. The little angel was sleeping. I got my huge wire-cutter and cut one of her fingers off when she was still sleeping. She jerked upright from her sleep and gave a muffled scream. I sat in the corner and watched as she struggled with the pain. She cried non-stop. It was like watching a horror movie, it got me pumped up with adrenaline. It was really... pleasurable.

Four hours of watching her struggle. Only then she could cope with the loss of her finger. I got to admit, this was way better than sex. She looked at me frightenedly and she was pleading to me through her eyes. My mind was dancing all about to see her in that state. Now, don't you give me that look detective. It wasn't my fault you know. It was that voluptuous body of hers.

Anyway, back to my story. I did my third torture the next day. As soon as she saw me descend the stairs, she began to struggle on the bed post. My eyes were twinkling. She could see that murderous look in my eyes. I brought with me, a wood-cutting axe. As I got nearer, I swung my axe above my head. She was kicking and thrashing about. God, I couldn't stand it! Then, it landed straight on her neck. She wouldn't be able to scream no more. Her head was rolling on the floor. I picked up her head and her eyes were still wide open. Hmm... That was satisfying. I dumped her body parts at the garbage yard after I cut them into smaller parts. The dogs came swarming soon after that.

Why are you standing up detective? My story's not finished yet. I have yet to tell you about the second victim and the third and the fourth. Until the last one, the twentieth...

End.
*Copyrighted work of Arashi, an original extract.*

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