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Torn
Now the perfect sky is torn.
Date : Thursday, January 31, 2008
I feel... Insulted. You don't know that. You just think that it's fun to say things like that.

'you can't drive.'
'you can't reach the pedal.'
'can you even see the road?'

WHATEVER.

wtf man. I'm taking that as an insult. Next time, if anybody ever say things like that to me, I'll give you the what-you-think-that's-funny glare.

& yes. I HATE being this short. Say whatever you want for I don't really care anymore.

Out.

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Baby,top. || 9:32 PM

Date : Wednesday, January 30, 2008
aboutme


Dad and I had a very interesting conversation in the car this morning. We were talking about the male and female human beings.

Dad quoted that, "There are only two things that could make a man cry: One, the death of his parents and Two, the woman he loves dearly."

We all know that men are egoistic in everything. They will never let a woman see them cry, they will not admit that they were the ones at fault and they will always say to us that they are the leaders.

Men gets extremely jealous even over minute matters. & I agree with what Dad had told me. Why do men get extremely jealous? I can never understand that. & Dad also states that men are the ones who are vulnerable and I believe that is true. But women are the same also. In conclusion, both men and women are vulnerable.

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Baby,top. || 2:27 PM

Date : Tuesday, January 29, 2008
21


Pressure. Pressure. PRESSURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


*runs away & sits in the corner*

-.-

Now I have to get A's for every subject I'm taking. *eyes start to twitch* My Lit tutor expects me and my other friends to get an A for this AS June exam. && there's Geo, Mrs Esma wants us to get an A. Now I have to get an A too for EAS and GP. Oh me god.... So much pressure... and yet, so little time...

Depress


School was okay today. Plenty of people showed up especially our seniors. So, the school was a bit packed. Plus, it was the first day for the lower sixth admission. Busy day for most of the teachers and the MPs.

First period, block5: Literature. Mr. David seemed to be so happy today, his mood was really good. Probably because he knew about the senior's results already for last year's exam. Congratulations to our Lit seniors for having a 100% passing rate! *applause* This year, it will be our turn. >.<' Second period, block1: PS time! Spent most of it doing my maths work and occasionally I saw some of my mates, who're my seniors, busily getting forms filled in, going to and fro from the exam/finance room to the staff room. Third period, block2: Maths. Learned a new topic today, i.e. 'using binomial distribution for poisson distribution' or something like that. Did I tell you that I take Stats instead of Mechanics? Haha. Mechanics just drives me crazy. XD Fourth period, block3: GP/EAS. Did more work on Euthanasia. Mr. K told us to do the exercise up until 9, but most of us didn't really do it up till there. Haha. If it was me, I was too lazy. Sorry Mr. K. :D && oh. Congrats to Zaty/Yanee for getting the only A in EAS. & congrats to the others as well ;D

Then got lunch + period five, block 4. Spent most of it finishing up the Geo work Mrs. Esma gave us yesterday. Betimbun tuuu. Haha. And yknow what? Me and Wani were the last ones to come in to class. Haha. Pikir ahir tah teacher kan masuk ni. Sekali, ada tia dalam class ah. Adui. & I was like, 'hmm. Okay. Didn't expect that.'
&& to Wani, congratulations for getting an A in Geography. Kana lanja ni nanti. Haha. I was teasing her alot tadi cause teacher kept on praising her, so I was like, 'blushing? blushing?' Haha. Kana ampas tia pulang olehnya. ;p

So that were the overall things that had happened today. Not much though. Macam buring kan post ku ani. Haha. Apakan? My brain's speed is decreasing bah. I don't really have that much to say. Haha. Boo you xp

Bah. I'll be signing off now. I'm getting drowsier by the minute. Good night all. *yawn*

Sweet Dream

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Baby,top. || 9:37 PM

Date : Monday, January 28, 2008
Dad told me the pressure is now on ME. I'll be the last hope in the family. Sigh.. My parents expect highly from us siblings and now, I'll be the only one left. Kaka is a teacher already, Abang's going to graduate soon while Elle will be going to ITB.

I gotta work my ass off just so my parents could be proud and they won't even start comparing me with my cousin. They seem to do that lately especially to me & Elle.. (--,') ish. When will it ever stop? I guess it won't, not in the mean time though.

No matter what we do, it doesn't seem to be enough. & he said, we weren't being serious in our studies? Hello~ *knock knock* what's the point of me sleeping late everyday? Doesn't that mean anything kah? I chose to sleep late instead of worrying what might happen to my health, just because I was being EXTREMELY serious about my studies. To you, it was never enough. Sigh..

& don't get me started on the whole praying matters. I am aware of that. Really aware. Don't you think that I too, want to be closer to God? I know my responsibilities as a Muslim. You don't really have to remind me twice about it.

God, I am so stressed out. All this pressure will drive me insane one day & you shall see me staring blankly at the wall, trying to figure out on what was wrong with me. Dramatic, yes? Haa. (:

Five minutes to eleven. Good night dear readers. Sweet dreams. ;)

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Baby,top. || 10:59 PM

Date : Sunday, January 27, 2008
Angry

Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

What is the matter with you people?!!!!! I am not her mother for God's sake! How am I suppose to know what time she'll be coming home??! It's not like I know everything that's going on with her! I told you guys to phone her up, but NO! You asked me instead! As if I know! I don't have every answer for each and every fucking question! There's no use complaining it to me if she's not home yet! What am I?! THE COMPLAIN BOX OR SOMETHING??!

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ah, sorry. Just one of my rage moments I kept inside. (:

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Baby,top. || 6:20 PM

Date : Saturday, January 26, 2008
Sakit kepala kuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. ):

Damn you stupid headache, the headache that brings me pain every time I jerk my head. -_- Satupid banar ehhhhhhh. Damnnnnn.

Anyway~ School was okay today. I got a common assessment during block2 (maths). I did manage to answer most of the questions though, there were 8 questions altogether of which require long workings. I got block3 after that, GP time, yeay. *notice the sarcasm in 'yeay'*. We learned about Euthanasia: the act of mercy killing usually done on very ill and very old people in order to end their endless suffering.

Geo was fun, sorta. It was... nice. Haha. Today's topic was about sediment cell. I don't get about the sediment cell, most of us don't though and we kept quiet about it. Maybe, I should be asking Mrs Esma to help me out further.

English Lit~ Both groups joined together today because Mr. Whitehead was not at school. I think he has some business to do. Anyway, they acted out Act4 of Twelfth Night, it was really hilarious! Haha. Especially Dan's performance on doing Feste's and Sir Topas' character. Great job Dan~ XD && Azzi is being cheeky to Jess. Haha. ;p

Currently, I am here. Trying to cope up with the pain of this headache. Ugh. & no, I don't want to eat panadols, they don't really have any effects on me. Haha. So, I'll just have to stand with the pain. Emo jua eh. Haha. I don't care xp

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Baby,top. || 6:46 PM

Date : Friday, January 25, 2008
I shall update soon. Not now though, I still have so much work to do. && the exams are coming soon in three weeks time. Best be revising, starting today. (:

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Baby,top. || 6:46 PM

Date : Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Stress kuuuuuuuuuu. ): We got scolded tadi during Lit class by the Principal and our Lit tutors. We were all feeling so stressed out. Sigh. From now on, I'll promise myself to work so hard, it doesn't matter if it means I'll be staying up late everyday, I really wanna do my best. That is a promise. Burn me in hell if I break it. Uh, is that too dramatic? Yeah, I think so too.

Currently preparing to do my school work that needs to be handed in tomorrow. I'll be staying up late again.. I know it will affect my health in some way but it doesn't really matter.

The first assessment will be in three weeks time. Time to work hard! Guys, let us do our best and show them that we can do better! X)

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Baby,top. || 6:24 PM

Date : Sunday, January 20, 2008
I am tireeeeeeed and and sleepy -.- zZz..

Zzz.. Oh, sorry. Fell asleep just now. So anyway, I have completed MOST of my Geo work a while ago, ada lagi yang tinggal. When Dad asked me if my work was finished already or not, I lied to him and told him YES. What? I'm tired wah. I can't keep staying up late until 1 in the morning now, can I? Of course not. Besides, I need to sleep early cause I need to go to school early tomorrow - class duty. XD

Monday's definitely gonna be a long, long, looooooong day. I hope I won't fall asleep in class though >.<'

Well, I'll be going now. My dreams awaits me. (:

good night people -

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Baby,top. || 11:23 PM

Horoscopes and Astrology.
Date : Saturday, January 19, 2008
Leo Personality Traits

Leo’s need to fill their days with whatever activity fulfills them. When they have wasted moments, they can suffer greatly from it. Needing control in their lives, they are masters at organization. One of their worst faults is assuming they know best on all matters. Creative energy is there from birth and must be used. Otherwise a Leo personality may become insecure with themselves.

Eager to help others, they have to beware the tendency to take over the life of the one they are assisting if both parties are not careful. They can be extremely dogmatic and because of this need to cultivate in their lives flexible minds and respect for other’s ideas. Leo’s try to live life to the fullest but live it hard.

Generous and warm hearted to those they care for, they make good friends as long as boundaries are established. Domination of partners is possible and must not be underestimated even though it may be well meant. Thinking they have their partners good at heart, they may persist in pushing their lover into their way of thinking. Leo’s should not always be allowed that much a position of power.

Criticism is not easy for a Leo to take. It hits the root of their soul hurting them to the core. Others should be careful how they try to educate Leo’s to new and better things. Keeping off the Leo toes is advisable.

In careers, Leo’s need to be emotionally involved in order to be fulfilled. Their creative energy, organizational skills and a natural sense of drama should be used in finding a career. Theater or anything associated with luxury and fame are good jobs for this enthusiastic person. Anything that puts them on stage is a good career choice. They make excellent employers because of their inherent leadership qualities. Because they hate second rate or low standard quality, they usually take care of their employers quite well. They try to give their best and feel all others associated with them should do the same. Not over fond of change, they tend to examine anything before they try it.

On the health front, if a Leo has stress in their life, then they can expect their usual vitality to be less than they like. They need exercise to keep their back strong. Eating the right heart healthy foods is suggested.


Leo Keywords it rules
Creativity
Impressiveness
Powerful
Generous
Warm-hearted
Enthusiastic
Broad-minded
Expansive
Faithful
Loving
Pompous
Patronizing
Bossy
Interfering
Dogmatic
Intolerant


Leo Symbol of Sign
Lion


Leo Planet
The Sun


Leo Part of the body it rules
Heart
Spine
Back


Leo Gemstone it rules
Ruby


Leo Flowers it rules
Sunflower
Marigold
Celandine
Passion Flower


Leo Color it rules
Golds
Yellows
Hues of the Sun

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Baby,top. || 8:42 PM

Date :
*yawn* I'm so sleepy, slept at one a.m. last night. All because I wanted to complete the given work by my tutors, especially geography. Sekali apa nah? It wasn't finished yet. Ceh. Ada lagi yang tetinggal tu. -.-

Got to school around 6.40 tadi. Took a five-minute walk to class and switched on the air-conditioners. Sajuk tadi atu, I was shivering to my bones. And aku malas kan switch off the aircons, so yeah, biar tia besajuk. Nyaha. ;p

In the midst of doing my maths work, he came in. Kan liat my questions. After that he left and I was all alone all over again. Yeay. The serenity calms me down.

During EAS/GP class, we watched a movie called 'V..' something. Inda ingat the title. :D well, basically it's about illegal practice of abortion in Britanny. And I go, 'so that's how they do it. Ah, the innocent life of infants, sacrificed.'

And during Geography, Mrs Esma was angry with us because some of us, including me, didn't finish our work. So, ia tagur lah. We're not mad at her though for being angry at us, it was our fault to begin with. (:

Currently I am here, at home, and I am sleeeeeeepy! *yawn* I think I wanna go take my nap now. Toodles. ;)

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Baby,top. || 1:52 PM

Date : Friday, January 18, 2008
This shoutout goes to Fyds,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

May you have a long and prosperous life ahead of you. ;)

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Baby,top. || 7:49 AM

Date : Thursday, January 17, 2008
Lying in bed now, waiting to fall asleep and to dream away. The lightning and thunder makes it all hard. Plus, I'll be sleeping with an empty stomach. Not good. Nyaha.

So anyway, I was thinking about the field trip study for Geo soon. I don't know exactly when it will be held, but it will either be at Serasa or Berakas. Fun in the sand while listening to the swash of waves. Haha.

Lapar saya ey. & no, I don't wanna go downstairs. It's tiring. ;p

Tomorrow's plan is to do the Geo notes and the Maths examples. & oh, the essay on drugs! Nearly forgot about that. Haha. Will also do that tomorrow. So, I need to surf the Internet to search for points. Plus, I wanna search more about abortion, it's the next topic for GP.

Ah, my eyes feel strained already. I better stop now before I fall asleep. Well, good night people. (:

i'll be signing off now -

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Baby,top. || 9:25 PM

Date :
It's raining heavilyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. (:
Ah, tonight's gonna be a long, cold night.

I just hope there won't be any thunder or lightning, cause I won't be able to sleep peacefully.

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Baby,top. || 8:21 PM

Locked Out.
Date :
Thursday morning, as usual I was the first to arrive in class. I was thinking of doing my incomplete Geo diagrams, and you know what happened? When I tried to open the door, it was... Locked. So, I stayed outside with my bag and my files. I sat there, innocently, trying to figure out why the hell was the door still locked.

Eventually, one by one, the comrades came by. When they tried to open the door, I just smiled at them, waiting for them to pop up the question. And so, what first became a small group of people outside the class, had turned into a big group of girls doing unfinished work (the guys didn't show up yet).

I saw people stopping by and pointing at our direction. They must had been surprised why we didn't go inside. How can we, when the effing door was locked? So we just sat outside until registration time, even during the national anthem and the recital of the doa.

And I said to myself, "Ah look. We're locked out. Not locked in. I don't know which one is worse."

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Baby,top. || 3:02 PM

Date : Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Current mood - Exhausted, with half closed eyes.
Listening to - Monsoon; Tokio Hotel.

5.15am, woke up with a yawn. Stayed in bed for five more minutes, I was still sleepy bah. It's like those 6+ hours of sleep wasn't enough. I ended up being so tired and so quiet during school hours. I didn't talk much today, but I do listen though. Hehe.

Went to class in the very early morning, switched on the air-conditioners and sat there, all alone with the lights switched off. Cosy and yet so cold. Then I realised something, my geo A5 magic book was missing! *panics!* (what? That book is important to me). Phoned mom to bring the book to school.

Apparently, the book slipped from my file and it was under Abang's car. Ah, careless me. Baik jua inda kamah or anything, Mom nearly ran over it. (-_-')

While waiting for mom at the grandstand, Zym arrived and accompanied me for a while. We talked about things in life. Hee. Good conversation, haven't had one of those lately. Ah, maybe because I tend to keep things to myself, which probably could have driven me up the wall by now. And so dear readers, I call myself, The Keeper.

Enough said. Anyway, Mom was driving really slow I guess, cause I had been waiting since 6.50am. She finally showed up around 7.43am. Ha. Ha. Ha. *right eye starts to twitch*

Half-jog, half-walk. I was panting on my way to class. Luckily, Mrs Esma had just arrived. Okay, I'll stop here with the school issues. It's making my head spin, even mentioning the word 'school' gives me headache. Haha.

Finished school hours and Dad took me to have some lunch. Got home after that and felt really sleepy all of a sudden (I still feel sleepy though). I think I need to get some rest for a while. *yawn*

Abang has been gone for three days already, he went to KK for a school trip? I think. Haha. We grew accustom when he's not around at home, so these three days felt like nothing? Haha. Yeah, I think that's what I'm trying to say.

So anyway, I'll be signing off now. X)

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Baby,top. || 5:49 PM

Date : Saturday, January 12, 2008
Woke up at 5.21am today. Man, my eyes were still half-closed. So sleepy.. The bed was really comfortable.. It was cool against my skin.. So anyway, I had to get off from bed eventually cause it was getting late.

Arrived at school around 6.40am. Elle tagged along too, she had this taklimat to attend to but in the end, she didn't even go. School's atmosphere was really cold today. I was rubbing my hands together to get some warmth. All attempts on doing so, failed. I was still cold to my bones. Had flag rising today, so it was really fortunate for all of us, why? Because we didn't have to climb up to the third floor. Yeay! (Y)

Right, moving on, I had maths for the first block of the day. Learnt about trigonometry (cosec, sec, and cot). After that, got block3: GP, learnt more about drugs. Block4, geo: microclimates & urban climates & heat island. And block5, literature. Visual presentation.

Well, that's basically it. Imma go sign off now. Bye all, I wanna take a nap. X)

Later -

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Baby,top. || 3:13 PM

Date : Friday, January 11, 2008
8.15am, the sun was high up already. The sunlight that passed through the wooden blinds woke me up to another brand new day. I stayed in bed for a while just to make my back ease slowly. Peeped through the layers of pillows, and I saw Elle was still asleep. She sleeps like a cat, hence the nickname me and bestie Hafiz (no, not Hafiz412 but Hafiz506) gave to her, kitty. Haha.

Took my shower that last for 30 minutes (or more, haha). I love the smell of that palmolive aroma therapy shower gel, a combination of orchid, jasmine and rose oil extracts. The smell is so... Feminine. Haha. Weird me. XD

After the shower, I cooked some maggi curry and added some fish cakes. Mmm~ But I didn't finish it though, the noodles were way too cooked. Soagy. Haha. After breakfast, watched Mtv Kopi. Ah, music to my ears. Then, watched more tv until 2pm. My eyes were closing slowly, I felt really sleepy so, I decided to take a nap for a while.

Today's nap was jagpjhwgmgamj. Why, you asked? Because when I was having my nap, I felt like my whole body was forcefully gripped by something strong. It felt like something was holding onto my body, preventing me from moving even for the slightest bit. I even had a hard time opening my eyes. When I tried to call Elle to help me out, my voice was trapped in my throat. This did happen to me before, usually during the middle of the night, after a nightmare. Hmm. I hate it when this happened all over again.

I'll be signing off now. Got some paperwork to do.

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Baby,top. || 5:11 PM

muddy water.
Date : Thursday, January 10, 2008

Went to tasek today with the family. Aim & Qawiy were also there. I walked more than I used to, usually I would only walk for about one round then sit down at one of the pondoks. However, today, I don't know why, I felt like I want to just walk, yknow? Just walk all the way. Never wanting to stop. Well, I do wish to stop for a minute or two. Haha. But you get my point right?

Anyway, Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah to all Muslims in Brunei.

& oh. A big shout out to my brother whose birthday is today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG!

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Baby,top. || 10:12 PM

Date : Tuesday, January 08, 2008
The thunderstorm hadn't stopped yet. Lightning bolts were flashing outside the window, thunder was rumbling the house. I woke up with a startle. It was 5.16am. The lightning scared me, I closed my eyes everytime it flashed. The thunder was deafening. Yet, I ignored them although my heart was racing inside. I pressed my chest to lessen the heartbeats. The pain was back again and I ignored it too.

I walked out of the bedroom, listening as the rain hits the roof. Every step I took made my heart beats faster. I climbed down the stairs, looking through the glass window, I thought I saw something that made me shiver. A second look and it was only the white light reflected to the wall. It still made my heartbeat faster.

I got downstairs and swiftly switched on the neon lights. I scanned the whole living room area, when I was absolutely sure that nothing was hiding in the darkness, I let my guard down a little. When all are well, I started to prepare my things for school.

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Baby,top. || 12:48 PM

Date : Monday, January 07, 2008
It's 6.08pm. Now I'm watching the Simpsons. I think I wanna rest for a while before I start doing my work. Speaking of work, do I have any maths work? Felt like I do have maths work, but it also felt like I didn't have any. I asked Qawiy if we have any, he also said the same thing. I'm confused :s

I am happy today. Yes, happy. Why am I happy you asked? Well, that I like to keep it to myself. Hehe.

(8) you make me smile, please stay for a while (8)

Switching the channel to Mtv. Yeay! Music~ by 7.30pm, I should be doing my elite and geo work. So anyway, here's what had happened at school today:

Had my PS period during block1, didn't really do anything much cause all my work were already finished earlier last night, so I was just staring at the empty space in front of me, while did a little thinking inside my mind (I think about a lot of stuff) & sipping lychee drink. Mmm. Lychee..

Block2. Maths time, it was okay though. Thought about some stuff when the teacher was explaining in the front, looked longingly at someone particular, then moved my mind to the questions given, fairly easy? I think so.

Then, break time! Block3 after that, to the language lab! Haha. We watched this semi-documentary about drugs that Sir just downloaded, 'should or should not drugs be legalized'. So far, I find it awesome? Yes. Haha. & the background music! It was totally amazing~ that is, if you're a fan of trance/techno music, I feel like dancing. Haha. *dances to the beats*

Block4. Geography~ But Mrs Esma wasn't in today, I wonder where she was.. So anyway, the tables were altered, it was made into groups. Nice, must be the previous Geo class who did that. Mr Fletcher came in and told us that Mrs Esma left some past year questions for us to do. Being the lazy arse that I am, I decided to do it at home. I should be doing it now but I'll do it later. Hehe. We spend the whole period talking about boys (haha), food (cornbeef) and other stuff. XD

Lunch. Spent about 45-50 minutes at the canteen before we went to the next class.

Block5. Literature with Mrs Carol. The lesson was so-so. *I was well-hidden by Azzi xp*

Went back home around 2-ish. Then Dad took me down to Gadong for lunch. We were both hungry. So we went to eat at Thien Thien (Gadong branch). Reached home at nearly 4pm. Changed my clothes and dreamt away. (:

& now I'm here and it's nearly 7.30. So, I'll be signing off. Later -

(8) must everything you do make me wanna smile (8)

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Baby,top. || 6:24 PM

Date :
Morning dear readers, I just finished doing my duty chores a while ago and now I'm here, sitting by myself on the verandah, watching other people's movement. I am so sleepy *yawns.

I got my PS on this early morning. Then, I'll be having my Maths. XD

Got nothing much to say though, so I'll be signing off.

Later people -

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Baby,top. || 7:12 AM

Date : Sunday, January 06, 2008
Woke up at 6.08am. Today's plan was to go to Tasek. Arrived there around a few minutes past seven. Walked with Elle to the waterfall, Mom went further ahead of us. Man, my shoes were killing me. Sampit bah, they weren't really my shoes. My shoes were wet cause I left them to dry overnight. Sekalinya, dimalam, ujan tia. I totally forgot all about it.

So instead of my usual walk around the Tasek, I went to sit in one of the pondoks, the one near the healing stones pavement. Elle and I sat there for a while, waiting for a couple of people to show up. 10 minutes past by and there they were~ I started to smile. It was Aim and also... Qawiy. Hehe.

So they joined us at the pondok. Aim sat next to Elle and you guessed it, Qawiy sat next to me. & I was wondering to myself, 'he has a choice to sit next to Aim but he wants to sit next to me.' Yes, I may have imagine some stupid things about it. I was chatting with Hafiz, and I told him that Qawiy was there already. & he was like, 'bh, nows ur chance.' I was like thinking to myself, 'what the..? Ia pulang yg iski ani bh..' I like it when he's around, he seems to cheer me up and made my day happier. Hehe.

To hafiz, there, I blogged about it. Haha xp

Now, I'm on my way to my friend's sister's wedding. The theme today: green. Haha. So, we're all wearing green. XD I think.

& I'm signing off - Later.

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Baby,top. || 11:01 AM

Date : Thursday, January 03, 2008
Just arrived at my cousin's crib, today's my Babu Jinab's birthday~ There's a lucky draw too. Cool~ I accidentally took two numbers. Sorry. Haha.

I'm currently hungry. The tahlil will be carried out soon. There are a lot of people around. Very noisy. It's too riuh here. Sakit kepala saya. I find that my nephews and nieces to be very annoying. They don't bug me though but they are just annoying. Annoying bah annoying! Haha. Emo jua eh.

I find the children to be very irritating. Some of 'em only. This is making me crazy. Seriously crazy. -.-'

Yean is here! Haha. And now we're having our usual girl talk. We're giving each other updates about each other's life.

Talking about school, I found myself blushing at the sight of him. He's so good-looking. Don't mind me. Hehe. Anyway, maybe it's that new hair of his which makes him good-looking even more? Haha. Don't mind me really. I stole a few glances, maybe more, at him when he wasn't looking. & I found out that I'm not jealous anymore when he's around a bunch of girls. Hmm. Maybe. Haha. Ntah eh.

Bah, moving on. I'm sleepy, really sleepy. Gotta hang on for a while. Anyway, I'll blog more later. I'm signing off.

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Baby,top. || 8:50 PM

Date :
It's 6.55am. Just arrived at school a few minutes ago. The headache is still there. Only a little though, I guess that's good. Anyway, I'll be signing off now. Got some maths work to do.

Out -.

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Baby,top. || 6:53 AM

Date : Wednesday, January 02, 2008
got back home from school around 3.30 tadi. singgah for a while at the soto rosmini restaurant, the one in lambak, right next to the road. haha. i was hungry so i asked dad if we could go eat and he took me there. yeay! ordered soto hati buyah, my favourite. hehe. ate there for a while, the soto was the very nyaman. ;D

singgah to kedai for a minute cause i want sweets. hehe. then arrived at home with a painful headache. put a bullet through this head. my head is still painful. i don't know what could have caused it. the pressure from school didn't effect me so much. must be something i ate. the pain is still here, and it won't go away. got any suggestions on what i should do about it?

school was okay today with the occasional laughter of the students here and there. it was really barren. arrived at school around 6.40. yes. i know it's early but that's how early i get to school. the earliest was around 6.20? yeah. atu pun, sorang dua ganya baru ada. i find that being early at school, i could enjoy the serenity and the peace when no one's around. i could just take a walk from top to bottom and stand behind the railings to see what other people were doing.

got assembly at 7.30, did the national anthem and the recital of the doa. after that a briefing by the principal. apparently, there were 4 new teachers posted to pte. one of 'em was my cousin, the english language teacher. hehe. i don't think she saw me though. aha. so after assembly, we went to our respective classes, my new class was A3.7. i'm no longer a junior anymore. the life of a senpai begins today. A8 baby. haha. XD

during the registration, which took the whole of block 4, teacher asked us to clean up the cupboard. man, it was seriously dusty. and there were these soil samples in the cupboard. ughh. dirty much. haha. i volunteered to go down to our former class to get some papers there. i went down with yuni and also amal. actually, i made them go down there with me. haha. memajal lah katakan. since we all want to escape the cleaning period tadi. to my surprise, the former class kana pasangkan air-cond. cool. will all classes have air-cond? haha. maybe some of 'em saja.

after the cleaning process, we had block 5, elite time. i passed up all my work cause i don't want to keep 'em any longer with me. stress ku meliat. even if it was a glimpse of it. haha. so after block 5, we had block 1. ps time. yeay! i spent the whole ps period looking absent-mindedly at some space. occasionally, he comes along and sat at our table. i admit, i was happy to see him but somehow, i didn't feel right. well anyway, got block 2, maths. a new teacher. we were supposed to learn the modulus thing today, but since the teacher didn't have any notes for us, we'll be starting the topic tomorrow. X)

block 3. english as/gp. we got an overview on how the gp papers would look like. i find some of the questions to be very interesting. maybe i'll do my may/june as exam for it. & now, i'm here. blogging away like nobody's business.

i'll be signing off now. kan ujan. the lightning scares me a bit. :s



do i still have feelings for him? i don't even know.

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Baby,top. || 5:52 PM

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the waterfall at tasek lama during the 1st of january 2008.

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Baby,top. || 5:10 PM

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The school is so barren. Nada banyak yang skulah. Lazy-bums xp haha. So now, having my PS period, I'm bloody bored. Boo you xp

i'm signing off - XD

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Baby,top. || 10:34 AM

Date : Tuesday, January 01, 2008
It has been a busy day today. Woke up at around 6.20 cause Dad wanted to bring us to Tasek. I yawned for a minute and stretch myself like a kitty. *note to self: do not over stretch*

Went to Tasek around 7 because I was effing slow. A habit I can't seem to erase. So anyway, took a walk all by myself for a while there, just to listen to the sound of nature: birds chirping, water rushing, wind blowing. I also heard the occassion laughter of children. I don't know why but, I wasn't really happy there. The place is nice though, I think it's just me. I seemed to have the feeling that something deep inside is bothering me. A girl's intuition. I just don't feel right today. I can't seem to pin point the exact matter that bothers me so much. Hmm..

Anyway, I took a couple of pictures today, but I'll upload it tomorrow. Been busy as I told you earlier. After tasek, we went to Kiulap for breakfast at Thien Thien. You know what was so weird at that whole area of Kiulap? Well, there were only a few cars, I could easily count them. The place was so barren. Must be the new year festivity last night. Speaking of which, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!

So anyway, after breakfast, we went back home. I was really tired, we were all tired. I could just easily fall asleep in the car tadi. Okay, got home, showered and went straight to finish the essays and THEY'RE DONE! ALL OF 'EM! Yeay! Hehe.

I spent the whole afternoon doing that Ozymandias essay. Hmph. I find it hard.

Well, I'll be signing off now. My eyes are straining me already. Tomorrow will be the start of the first term. School time. Hee (:

good night people.
P.S. Nina was here today at my crib. Hehe. I was tutoring her on Maths. X) & oh. I saw him on tv today. X) I watched Pelangi Awards in the afternoon, took a break from the work burden. Hehe ;)

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