My mood is okay today, no fiery blasphemy was being released, which is a good thing? I think so too. Hmm. Yeap, good thing.

Anyways, I went out with my Geo mates today to go down to Bandar for some research project: we were tourists for a day. Haha. I didn't take pictures cause I forgot. Uhm, is that a lame excuse for you? Maybe it is. Kiyahhhh~ (honestly, I don't know what 'kiyah' means HAHA). So, we met up at Jolibee around 10.30 and yknow what? I totally forgot where Jolibee was located cause I haven't been to Bandar for a very (& I mean very) lonnnng time. HAHA. Palau tah banar. XD

After Jolibee (and some breakfast consisting of nasi with chicken, beef burgers, fries and pepsi) we went to Royal Regalia. We walked from Yayasan to the Royal Regalia. Yes, W-A-L-K-E-D there, under the heat of the morning sun, stared at by passers-by. I feel so... Alien-ised. HAHA. I've never done that before, seriously. We took 15 minutes to arrive at Royal Regalia. I thought it would take longer though cause it seriously felt like forever. NOT! Hahaha. I'm sleepy. Hmm...

During the visit at Royal Regalia, we were sort of fascinated at first with the displays (cause some of us were first-timers to visit there, mine was the second-time. Hehe). An hour past by and we saw the small replica for the Balai Penghadapan; the replica for Lapau area; many beautiful medals; a replica of a castle made out of gold; a replica of the Kapal Layar Perak (in case you're wondering, it's a kapal made out of pure silver) and there were so many things, I don't remember most of them. Haha.

After Royal Regalia, walked back to yayasan to search for the Tourist Information Center or TIC for short. We asked around and apparently it's at Kianggeh. So we went there by car but there were no people to be found. We just took the brochures there. Haha.

Next destination, Tasek Lama. Yes, we went there in the middle of the afternoon when the sun was at its highest peak. Panas tu~~ I was sweating like mad, so I had to take my jacket off. Since there were no people around and it was totally deserted, I can take my jacket off (I don't mind if only few people were around but I'm really cautious [is that the right word?] of showing my body to other people). We took pictures and checked out the environment at Tasek Lama. It was hot. Seriously hot.

After the business at Tasek Lama finished, we went to Dewan Bahasa to drop Wani off. Hehe. After that got back home and was bloody tired to the point where I could have slept for a whole day without getting up.

It's nearly 12, I gotta go. Need to wake up early tomorrow cause I got some tourist business to do at Tasek Lama. Gonna take pictures of the tourists and the environment there. Hehe.

Good night readers. ;)

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Baby,top. || 11:49 PM

Screw that continuation. I'm not gonna do it tonight. I am just so PISSED OFF right now. Don't ask me why, I'm not even gonna tell you. What is wrong with me?! That's it. I am just so pissed off right now, I can't even think straight.

























I Hate You. I Really Hate You.













I hate you for making me feel sorry for myself.

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Baby,top. || 9:19 PM

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I am okay but deep down I know that I'm not. Deep down it still hurts, deep down those memories are still haunting me. I am trying as hard as I can to block and possibly erase the memories that were imprinted into my head. Eventually one day, I will forget them and never recall them back again.
***

I went out with my sister and my friends today. Just got back home from Gadong at 9+. Watched shutter and I gotta say, the movie wasn't that exciting or even scary. The plot seemed to be really readable, we knew what would happen next. It's like one of those typical readable movies.

And God, the mall was seriously packed today. We thought it wouldn't be that packed since today is a Monday. Maybe it was because of payday, that's why people flocked in to the mall. Too many people freaks me out sometimes cause I could easily get lost in the sea of people. So my friends had to keep an eye on me every now and then to check whether I was still with them or not. Hmm. Kinda silly really. Haha. And I seriously felt like a ten-year-old cause I was the shortest of them all. Ahahaha.

We saw many fashion victims today and there were lots of emo crowd too. We were really like these seriously observant people, so we looked at mostly random people that we picked out among the crowd.

Okay, I'm gonna continue tomorrow cause I don't really feel like blogging anymore. So I'm just gonna stop here for now.

... to be continued ...
Baby,top. || 10:28 PM

Currently watching Elle playing Guitar Hero III: The Legends of Rock. Just got back home an hour ago from Qlap. Had a day out with my buddies. We went to Capers for the All You Can Eat thing. Haha. The bill totaled up to $161++. There were 9 of us, so that's like $15 each. Gila~ Just from eating man~ That was expensive. Haha. And they even forced me to eat more. I can't eat more than my limit. My stomach ni inda jua basar sangat. I can't basically pajal all the food into my stomach now, can I? Hahahaha. Of course lah inda. ;p

So now, waiting for my turn to play the PS2. Man, I feel uberly sick to my stomach. Probably it's because of the lasagna. I feel like I want to puke. Sorry for the disgusting language but seriously, I feel like puking right now. There was too much tomato sauce in it. I'm not exactly a fan of tomato sauce yknow, I like chilli better and the hotter the cuisine is, the better it is for me. Seriously. Haha. I'm all about spicy food. I grow up eating spicy food and eating something that's different from my usual meal makes me want to hurl the contents of my stomach out. Hahahahahahaha. Again, sorry for the disgusting language used. I'm just not me tonight. ;D

Well, gotta go. I need to do something else. Later~

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Baby,top. || 9:49 PM

I don't feel so good. Maybe the fact that I am uber hungry right now. There's no food in the kitchen, if there were any, it wouldn't really fill me up. I need something sweet like a chocolate cake spread with nutella all over and drizzled with chocolate rice. Mmmm. I want. But hmm. Got no cash right now to go buy any. Sigh.

My allowances are not in yet, it's been nearly three effing months and still no allowances. What gives?! One of these days, I'm gonna write up my own opinion on BB. Not now though, right now I'm busy. I'm busy and I'm cranky for some strange reasons. Maybe it's the hunger effect that's taking over me. When I'm cranky, the people who are near to me shall feel my wrath! Just kidding. I'm not gonna explode just like that just because I'm feeling cranky. No worries.

... hmm.

I feel like hitting something. Can I hit you? Please? Pretty please?

...

I'm starting to fidget about again. Must.. Restrain.. Must..

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Baby,top. || 4:13 PM

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Baby,top. || 9:37 PM

Back again after disappearing for four days. Anyway, went out today with the family. Had breakfast at Thien Thien down at Qlap, then went to Mall to fix up mum's glasses but ended up buying four glasses instead. Yes, I bought a new pair of glasses. It's still a blue one though, I wanted to get a maroon one but Kaka's new pair was maroon, so I had to get the blue one.

My eyes' degree had increased by 100 each. My right eye is 650, while my left is 550. Compared to four years ago, my degrees were 550 and 450 respectively. My God. This is the cause from watching too close to the TV. Haha. Now I can't wear those contact lenses I wanted. Hmph.

Got back home around 2.30pm then went upstairs at 2.45pm to play Harvest Moon. Haha. I've played for nearly five hours today, I just stopped playing before 7.30 cause Abang wanted to clean up his room. I'm gonna play more tomorrow. XD

Okay, this week's plan:
1. Get the Lit essay done.
2. Get the EAS commentary work done.
3. Get the GP essay done.
4. Finish up reading Cat's Eye.
5. Finish up the past year questions on Sampling.
6. Revise for paper 7.
7. Revise for 'AS' exam.

Hmm. I think that's about it. Oh, almost forgot. Got to go to the Tourist Information Center down at Bandar to do some research on tourism (for Geography) next week, Saturday.

Anything else that I may have forgotten? Nahh~ Well, I'm signing off. I'm getting sleepy already.
Good night people~ (:

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Baby,top. || 9:23 PM

I'm back~ Sorry for my disappearance for a while. It's just that I had so much work to do lately, with all the assignments, with all the presentations I'm doing, I had no time to blog. I'm really stressed out lately. Even a friend of mine, when he saw me, said I was really stressed out. Haha. Is it really that noticeable? Maybe it is.

Anyway, currently listening to with you by Chris Brown & I have just finished reading Zettai Kareshi which means Absolute Boyfriend. It's a manga and I find it realllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly awesome. Haha. If you like reading those love stories though, then you should try reading Zettai Kareshi. Just go to this website: http://www.onemanga.com/Absolute_Boyfriend/

Went out last night with Elle and a few of our friends. We got to watch the Spiderwick chronicles. Awesome movie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was like practically screaming my head off when there were those terrifying, heart-wrenching moments. Gonna watch 10,000 BC next week with a friend. ;D

Last night - met up with the mates at Mall. Went to buy some DVD games, I bought four. I bought NFS: ProStreet, Kingdom Hearts, Harvest Moon (I just got to get this!!) and also CSI. Will gonna play the video games soon, especially during the holidays~ XD

We ate at Mr. Pizza. I honestly think that, that place sucked big time. Why? We ordered THREE same drinks, but they gave us only one. What the fuck man? Is it just me or the waitress atu got no clue at all? I want to complain to the boss if I could. Then we ordered fries, we asked for a LARGE size, but instead, kana bagi yang SMALL. I am seriously, SERIOUSLY not gonna eat there anymore cause every time I think of it, I lost my appetite. Hmph. I saw the menu for the holiday specials, I noticed that they increased the price of a large pizza from $10 to $12, and the regular kind was increased by a $1. Hmm. Maybe people got fed up with the service there, probably the business wasn't good. I am officially one of the unsatisfied customers (apart from other people).

Got back home probably around 12+. People at home were asleep already except for Bro, he was still up. Changed my clothes and slept until 9+ this morning.

I am signing off. Wanna search for some game facts. Later-

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Baby,top. || 1:31 PM

I have a tendency to freak people out occasionally. Just like half an hour ago, my sister got freaked out by me when I stood next to her. I was getting the extension from downstairs, then I stood behind my sister when she was occupied with something. She turned around and got freaked out. Haha. Sorry.

When I stand next to people, I tend to be silent so they won't be able to detect my presence. Haha. Apakan~

Then, just a few minutes ago, my other sister got freaked out by me. I popped my head on the doorway and only half of my body was seen. I just stood there silently and watched them for a few seconds. Kaka realized my presence but Elle didn't. When she looked up from the laptop, she got freaked out. I was laughing my head off! Hahaha. It's really hillarious though. XD

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Baby,top. || 11:37 PM

Wasn't feeling okay again today. Must be the stress I've been having lately. Yes, I am stress, like a volcano about to erupt. Eh wait, that has another meaning to it. HAHA. But no, just stick to the stress meaning and nobody gets hurt. Apakan?? I'm babbling again~

So anyway, was really confused with Maths this morning, I ended up staring at the board when Sir finished explaining. He seemed to be doing it really fast, his methods are okay though. Maybe I have to speed things up a bit, I'm like a very slow turtle when it comes to work. What? I like my work to be smartly presented, not scribbled. That's just not me. I am also not implying that I am a smart arse okay? I'm not smart, I may 'seem' smart, but I'm not. Seriously.

During GP, we had a lot of fun. Strangely how most of the professional jobs like doctors or surgeons or even lawyers are all men, only a small percentage of them are of the female species. We came up with this list of jobs right, there were two columns, one for the male species, the other, female. There seems to be a longer list for the males. Hmm. But some of the jobs mentioned, men seemed to be rarely involve in them. Like a florist for instance, Mr K met a florist who is a man, at Centrepoint, but he's not really fully a "man", if you know what I mean. Hehe. Most florists found in Brunei are women because I think women has the necessary or suitable touches when handling with flowers. Men would only know in buying the flowers for their female spouse.

Geography: Mrs Esma wasn't in class today, I think she was busy downstairs at the staffroom. She told us to do a group research for four topics, my group got the Local Brunei Trade. Do any of you people know what the local brands (e.g. Sabli) are in Brunei? Well apart from Sabli that is. I can only think of a few. Ah, pitiful, I'm a Bruneian but I don't even know what the local products are. Tsk tsk.

We did Cat's Eye work during Literature. Time seemed to pass so slow tadi, I kinda fell asleep for a few seconds. I tend to do that sometimes. Well, I tend to do that every time.

Went home at 12.30pm cause Dad baru jalan at 12. So waited at the Grand Stand with Nina and we talked about stuff. Haha. Some stuff. *kirai. Don't go thinking to that point ah, I know you're gonna do that. Haha. So anyway, Dad came and told him Nina minta lanja makan. Hahahaha. I bet you think I wouldn't tell him, did you? Well I did. Suruhnya lagi tuu. But then, you couldn't come. Boo you. Aha. Boo that meeting of yours. Aha. Nada deh ;p

Me and Dad went to eat at Restoran Hayati. Is that how you spell it kah? Cause I kinda forgot what the spelling was. Nyaha. Ordered Soto Hati Buyah for lunch and drank Soya Bean. Added two teaspoons full of 'lada rindu' (chilli which is really pedassss). Was really full after thirty minutes. XD

Then went home but on the way home, we went to Iring's house to-be. I absolutely love the houses there, especially the big ones. They are magnificently beautiful, now I want a house just like that. Big, magnificent, beautiful and stylish. (y)







When she went under the freezer every time I wanted to put her back in, I had to use some bait in order to get her out from under there & when she does come out, I'd pick her up and placed her back inside her cage. It works all the time.

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Baby,top. || 8:36 PM

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Baby,top. || 8:36 PM

The truth is out & I've known it all along,
But I kept silent, wondering to myself,
Is this yet another dream?
If I wake up, will all this be true?
I realized that it wasn't worth it,
Anymore than it is before...
Time seems to stop & I lay thinking.
I should have never done what I did.
However, I never regret it though.
Baby,top. || 8:15 PM

A Beautiful Lie - 30 Seconds to Mars.


Restless. Tired. Aching. I hate it when that time of the month comes by. I hate it. Really hate it. I wanna sleep but I can't. I have to do my work. I haven't had enough sleep for the past few days, yes, I do sleep before the clock struck 10pm everyday, but it's not enough. It's never enough.

Quit whining about it, at least you get to sleep. How about those people who suffer from insomnia? Think about them before you complained about things. Stop being such a whiner.

What work shall I be doing tonight? There's that Lit essay which was suppose to be finished yesterday and the quotes for "Cat's Eyes". There's that Stats work and let's not forget about Geo.

I'm gonna do some research now. Later~

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Baby,top. || 4:19 PM

Back again after a long day out. Where did I stop a while ago? Oh yeah, at Zone. So after Zone, we went to Active Stationary, located across Escapade. I seriously love that store, they have everything there. Although the store was a little bit sampit, nonetheless it was awesome. If I had tonnes of money, I'd go buy all the stationaries there for my use of creativity. Hehe.

After that 'little' shopping, we went to pick up the car from the car wash, located at the sugarbun building. Kaka wanted to park the car at Centrepoint's basement car park before we go jalan somewhere else with Kaka's friend and her Mom.

Parked the car and transferred to another car, Mia's car. Auntie was such a nice lady. Hehe. We all went to Tanjung Bunut to look for kain materials. Elle was left at Gadong cause she was with Aim. At Tanjung Bunut, we went to this boutique located in the same building as Hua Ho. While they were discussing with the tailor about something, I went to look at the clothes made. One particular baju caught my eye. I like the style of it. Maybe I'll make my baju nanti like that for my cousin's wedding. I've got the design in my head.

After Tanjung Bunut, we went to Bandar to look for more kain. Kaka seemed to be buying lots of kain tadi, so we had to stop her from buying too much. Haha.

Finished at Bandar, went back to Gadong. It was somewhat packed. Mia dropped us off at Centrepoint, we got to the car and stashed the things bought and then, went to Mall. Met with Elle at McD, then left her again and went to Mall (apakan? Macam balik2 ku sabut atu). At Mall, got into Best Eastern to get the last Harry Potter book. (yeay!)

Done with Gadong, we three went to Hua Ho Manggis. I got a haircut today~ Thanks Ka for the treat XD my hair is now short! No more long hair~ Yeay~ will take pictures of myself soon. After haircut, went way downstairs to do a little grocery shopping. It was already 6.45pm.

Got home and rushed upstairs to the study room to get my tuition things, I was late! Oh well. Inda papa tu. X) & surely, it was okay. Mrs Esma didn't get mad cause I was late. By the way, somehow during tuition tadi, I didn't really have the mood to do anything, I was tired from all the walking. Nyaha.

Now I'm here, on my bed and decided a few seconds ago to get some sleep.

Goodnight people~ (:

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Baby,top. || 11:12 PM

Woke up with the sun shining on my face. That was bloody bright. I squinted my eyes and looked at my phone, it was 7.31am.

Went downstairs and checked on Bunny, she wanted to get out. I left her to eat her morning meal and went to take my shower. That was one relaxing shower, the water was just right. Aha.

Got dressed and went outside to the living room. I was greeted by Elle, "inda ko tukar baju kah? Kaka bawa jalan ah." & I was like, "inda kana gtau pun kan jalan." so I went to get changed..

We went to Hua Ho Kiulap first cause Kaka wanted to buy some stationaries for her work. Before we got into car, we saw this kid standing across us. She was standing there with all her attitude and skinny jeans and emo makeup, looking at us like nobody's business & from the very point we first saw her, we were like laughing our asses off. EMO ALERT! EMO ALERT! Hahahaha. Seriously man, damit-damitnya emo! Hahaha. We really couldn't stop laughing man.

We were still laughing so loud at her, she practically shouted, "ENTAH KAMU!" entah kau balik dang! Hahaha. We were still laughing when we drove away. I'm sorry, but it's just so FUNNY.

After Kiulap, we went to Gadong. & now, we are here. At coffeezone, eating and drinking away.

Bah later-
Baby,top. || 1:08 PM

School was tiring, I think I'm sick of going to school. Too many things were going on these days.

Arrived at school around 6.40am and it was jammed already, well a little bit. I got annoyed by that. Went to our table at the canteen and put my things there. I was about to go to class when someone called my name. I turned around and it was him, he asked me if my maths was finished yet. I told him no and went upstairs after that.

I wasn't feeling so well this morning, so I just sat at my table and stared into space. The others started to come in, then he came up early & I thought, "Ah, kan liat maths ni ya." I showed him my paper and the workings I did and when he was finished, I 'snatched' his paper from him and looked at it. Now I knew what I did wrong on my other workings. He got up and went behind me, leaning over and started to observe me doing my math's workings. Every time he's near me, I get so nervous. Why?

Our Geo class was moved upstairs again, to A3.7. THAT was a tiring climb, I couldn't feel my legs when I had reached the third floor. So starting today, our Geo class is upstairs, no more downstairs at AG.6.

I thought we had a free class today during Lit since Mr David and Ms Carol weren't at school until this Monday. I was gonna enjoy the free time at the canteen but apparently we had a class at A2.1. Walked there with Dibah and Qil and the one to greet us there was the Principal herself. O_O Apparently, she was giving a speech about Mr David's replacement. He won't be teaching us anymore (noooooooooooooooooo~) instead, our teachers will be Mr Peter Boyce and Ms Carol. I'm gonna miss Mr David. Why can't he continue teaching us? It wouldn't be the same without him. -_-

Well, that's about it on what happened in school.

Oh, I forgot to mention. Something freaky happened to me this morning, before I went to school. I woke up at 5.30 and went downstairs, I was about to put my things on the table in the living room, when I saw something that made my heart race. I looked at it twice, telling myself that that couldn't be "it". So I went to switch on the lights to drive away my fears. I turned on the switch and in those five seconds, out of nowhere, a green light suddenly appeared at the chandelier and it gave out this sort of electrical bolt sound. It immediately cuts off the power at the living room and the power outside at the veranda.

My body started to tremble and I was standing there in the darkness, feeling so freaked out by what just happened. I just stood there for God knows how long. I could think straight after a few seconds and went to get Dad, I told him something happened to the chandelier.

You know what the weirdest thing was? In those mere seconds of standing motionless, all alone, surrounded by the darkness, I felt that something was watching me from the outside. I don't know what it is but I just got this feeling that something or someone was watching my every move. I got my sense back soon after that and moved from there as fast and as fearless as I can.

When I was in Mom's room, I kept telling myself that something was playing a fucking stupid trick on me.



I OFFICIALLY HATE THE DARKNESS.

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