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Baby,top. || 5:43 PM

I still remember what Mum said a few weeks ago about who'll end up living in the house once everybody has something to do, i.e. she's talking about our career and about something else..

Her remarks kinda made me a little, just a little, teeny bit, annoyed. *notice the irony* Yes, you heard me. Annoyed. She said, quote, "Amal ganya yang tinggal di rumah ni nanti, yang lain masing-masing tampat lain tu (*marriage*)". It's like she's 'implying' that I'm the only one who will NEVER get married in the end while the others will be ever so happy with their spouse. *left eye starts to flicker, annoyance level: moderate*

However, I do planned not to get married though. Why? I wanna keep my hard-earning cash all to myself! Hah! That's right! Imma keep 'em all-to-MY-SELF! I'll admit this, I'm a greedy little girl who only thinks about herself. I want a piece of EVERYTHING. Bwahahahahahaha! *evil laugh starts to develop*

Whoever said money can't buy you happiness? It bought me tonnes of happiness! Hah! So now you know what kind of girl I really am. Mind you, this is the greedy demon talking.





Money makes my world go round. As long as I'm happy, then, I'll be okay. X)

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Baby,top. || 9:03 PM

It's been a while since my last post. I don't have anymore free time this month with all the exams I sit for as well as the things that has been happening lately. I don't mean bad things though. Nyaha. XD

I'm currently in school right now, waiting for the registration bell to go off. The class seems a bit.. sparse this morning. And I have a tummyache!~ the bell's gonna ring in a few minutes. I'll blog later, Insya-Allah.

Later then.~

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Baby,top. || 7:18 AM

I am tired~ and also stressed out. fuhhhhhhhhh. >.<'

just six days left until my first paper, which is Lit P4 and that's gonna happen in the afternoon. i think, i'm not gonna go into any of my classes on monday next week cause i wanna revise? yes, yes. revise. that's the word. hee. so i think that will include my morning classes as well as the afternoon one. i already got permission not to be in class for geography. should be asking my other tutors soon. hopefully, they'll grant me a green light. (y)

school was... dull today, very dull. i did my occasional practice for my maths P1 during PS; more practice on maths during block 2; then during block 3, sir showed us what the examiners want from us in answering the GP paper; and block 4, we did more on note writing about tourism enclave; lastly on block 5, we did 'the voyage' for literature. to sum it up, it was a very boring day for me.

currently, i am very sleepy but i don't want to take my nap cause i have other things to do after this. seems like today's post is a bit dull, don't you think? yeah, i think so too. *shrugs*

and i am out-

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Baby,top. || 11:57 AM

tummy ache. back ache. head ache. *stares the wall in despair*

kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!~ why is it so cold tonight? the cold air is penetrating into my skin. and i feel dizzeh~ maybe the computer's screen light is too bright for me. i have to shield my eyes to reduce the light intensity. and no, i can't reduce the brightness cause it's at zero already. seriously. *squint squint*

school was really boring today. really boring. i wasn't in the mood since morning, i don't know what was wrong though. maybe i was thinking about too much stuff again. ah, probably that was it. we watched a documentary during GP today, i didn't quite get it cause i wasn't really paying attention. my view was blocked so i couldn't properly see the screen. it was really... annoying. and i hate it when i'm annoyed. it made me day... even worse.

we didn't do much of anything during Geography. Mrs Esma just told us to continue with the work she had given yesterday. i was still annoyed and i was getting even bored. so, i started to poke Wani when she was doing her work. haha. what? i was bored. that was all i could do, plus, my work was finished.

for literature, we did more revision on poetry. it was surprising on how well we understand the poetry's concept when sir taught it to us. i'm not being biased or anything, but, i actually feel that i understand it quite well. it has a lot to do with imagery and metaphors. have to do more in-depth revision for that.

ah, the highlight of the day: i slept during my PS block today. yes, slept. that's right. slept. practically slept during the whole block. but the weather was hot and i couldn't sleep well because of it. *sulks* but i did sleep, even though people were screaming and laughing too loud. i slept. (y) yay!~ i was feeling rather tired today. i don't know what i did until i was this tired.

lunch. everybody was there. it was filled with the usual hustle and bustle of people talking to each other. that includes gossips. haha. but i felt kinda weird. they were huddled together at one end of the table and i was at the other end. i felt really... lonely. so i played around with my watch and looked at other people; minding my own business.

i really hate that feeling..

maths was so-so. we did more revision on the P1 paper. i was practicing my trigonometry skills and all of a sudden, i wasn't feeling good. i felt like throwing up so, i had to go to the bathroom. the water was really cold when i ran my hands under the tap. it felt fresh and soothing. i felt like throwing a bucket full of water to soak my body up. but. i didn't do that. haaa~

and now, i am getting rather sleepy. my eyes are closing slowly. i think i need to dream away now. good night..

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Baby,top. || 9:10 PM

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Baby,top. || 10:51 PM

i am alone now. no one's at home & i am hungry. -.-

i'm thinking of writing a story, i got the ideas for the story though but i don't know how to start. and i don't want to be to cliche, that's just not the way i write. it's 3.54pm and i am thinking of what to eat.

school was okay today, the day was getting hotter. i don't wanna die due to sun stroke. noooo. that would be just awful. i've got tonnes of things that needs to be done especially for geography and literature. i got an overdue poetry essay to do, which was supposed to be handed in before the first term holidays. how long is that? talk about overdue! i got another essay to do for GP and that needs to be handed in by tomorrow. it's really a wonder how i manage to do other essays but not the literature essay. i guess i don't really like doing poetry although i'm pretty good in making one. what is wrong with me? this is the A'Level year!! i shouldn't be screwing things up like this! i need to focus, i shouldn't be getting lazy just because there are a lot of holidays this year.

moving on~ right, during lit, we did more on the symbols/devices for 'At the Bay' (one of the short stories) which reminds me, i need to redo the notes for that. it's really unorganized and i am known as an organized-type of person. i should live up to that title. haha. & i'll do that later.

the song playing on mtv sounds really weird, it's Janet Jackson's latest video clip.

during PS, i spent time with my bestie. nyaha. si damit ;p we talked about things, well, mainly about guys. haha. typical girl talk. XD

and during maths, we did more revision on P1 for this upcoming 'AS' exam. i did my revision with Qawiy cause he forgot to bring his past year booklet, it's really surprising though cause i felt a little stupid. haha. yes. stupid. i'm gonna admit that. anyway, i haven't actually revised anything for my maths paper. seriously, i haven't. at least i knew how to do a few of the questions. well, that's a start, isn't it? :D

what else? oh yeah, GP. we did another passage related to the environment. and tomorrow, we'll be doing another passage and on Thursday, we'll be watching a movie. i think it's about honor killing, where the male member of the family kills the female members of the family if they bring shame to the family honor. so during GP today, me, Basirah and Dibah were like really sleepy. Mizah wasn't there though, don't know where she disappeared to. anyway, the three of us then put our heads down to the table and at that time, sir was distributing some papers. he noticed it and told the rest of the class that some of us were feeling rather unmotivated. he asked me to be feeling more spirited and i clenched my fist weakly, waved it to the air for everyone to see and said "yeah.." with 'enthusiasm'. haha. *notice the irony* the whole class went roaring with laughter, myself included. XD

after that, sir told us to continue doing the passage but instead, i played around with the rubic's cube and sir caught me. nyeh. haha. he was giving me this warning look. lalala~ & i told him, at least it kept me alert for the rest of the class. XD

what's next? Geography~ we're still on tourism. we only copied some notes from the projector today, nothing much. haha. i think that's the only thing i did in school today. :D

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Baby,top. || 3:50 PM

I love the current song they just released, it's called 'I Don't Care'. Watch the video in youtube, it's very... Interesting. ;)

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Baby,top. || 9:43 PM

i am tired. went out with amy and daddy tadi tengahari, bought groceries at supa save. atu mahal totalnya. tapi, barang sedikit. the prices are increasing people! they're increasing! haha. talk about dramatic. anyway, i edited my blog again. added some new stuff to it so it wouldn't look that dull.
& oh. do check out my little pet under my links. it is so bulat. very bulat. O_O it looks like my real pet though. haha.


two more hours until tuition. ngalih ku ee. but i have to attend it, cause it's for my own good jua. heeeeeeee. currently listening to one of my favourite tracks, evil angel. i can sing to that tune every time. amy said i have a good voice when she heard me sing, i think my voice isn't that great. it's not that good either though. but sometimes, when i try to sing and let it all out instead of holding back, i was kinda surprise with it. i can sing though but i just don't do it that much. hehe.

so, enough talking about me singing my heart out. i should be doing my essay right now, mati karang kana flykick. haha. it's in progress though. nearly to the end, (well actually, about 1 and a 3/4 pages more) i'm doing it nice and slow. okayy. that sounds wrong now. hahahaha. what? you don't get it? nevermind. it's better that way. haha. XD

i haven't been designing much lately, with the exams coming up, i don't think i have enough time to do that. i'll work things out during the holidays, at least the holidays are a few weeks away. weee~ shopping spree. haha. i wanna get myself a nice tribal necklace, one that i can wear everyday. and maybe a few bracelets. must go through the budgets first before i buy anything. nyaha. and maybe i'll get meself a few shirts. hehehe.

it's nearly 5pm. currently chatting with si apis. but he's away, he's watching more anime. -.- boo you hafiz! haha. anyway, gotta go now. have to finish that essay before i go to tuition. bye~

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Baby,top. || 4:33 PM

i have changed.. but so have you. have you ever wondered why, when we talked together, i tried to be cheerful enough so you wouldn't suspect a thing? it worked though, didn't it? you never did suspect a thing. i wanna move on and just forget about you, forget all those memories we shared. i mean, c'mon~ it has been, what? 10 months already since we went our own separate ways? but still, i can't seem to get over you. sure, i looked like i did, but you don't know that, wait, maybe you do. haha. *notice the irony* what you did to me today nearly made me cry, it made me speechless though. he ruffled my head like i was a little lost child. well, it did cheer me up a bit. *still.. why did he do that?*



today was, wait no, IS, the hottest day ever in PTE. maybe one of the hottest days. i felt like steamed rice. anyway, during this morning, we had a special assembly. it was special because it was a staff departing assembly. Cikgu Noridah and also Mr Gilbert are transferred to another place; Mr Gilbert will be going to a school in Tutong, while Cikgu Noridah was called to the ministry i think. we can sensed that both the teachers were feeling heavy-hearted to leave the school. it was really a sad moment, both for the teachers and some parts of the students. have i mentioned that the school hall was really packed?? i mean, seriously packed. we had to sit at the very back, near to the entrance door. kiyaa. ramai tuu.

anyway, back to my previous story about the two teachers. after the special assembly was over, all the teachers were asked to stay for a photo session. we, the students, apa lagi, ke kantin lah. haha. everyone was hungry and wasn't really in the mood to go to their next class *that includes me*. actually, i didn't want to go to class during block4 since the teachers would probably be busy until break time. but alas, the teachers got out from the hall already and me, together with wani, went up to class. tunggu sampai tunggu, Mrs Esma didn't show up. if i knew that would happen, inda ku naik tadi. i should have stayed at the canteen with the others.

okay, during block5, Ms Carol wanted us to do an essay on Cat's Eye to see how far we understand the story's concept. i think i didn't do that well cause i didn't even finish reading the whole novel. so, i know i did crappy for my essay. hmph. i should have finished reading it eons ago. kiyaaaaaa~ why am i being such a lazy arse aaaaaa? man, i've really changed. what happened to me? sigh.

etto, what's next ah? oh yeah, block1. my friend showed me this video about a woman being abused by a few men. they kicked her abdomen area, they kicked her head, they kicked her whole body. what was surprising was, no one even helped her. they just stood there and watched as the men trashed her. talk about being sexist. and at one point, one of the men who abused her dropped a concrete block to her head. she instantly died on the spot. he dropped the concrete block once and picked it up and dropped it again. a pool of blood formed around her head. no one helped her.

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