life is beautiful.
More surveysssssss~~ What? I'm bored, so yeah:
If your doctor told you TODAY that you were pregnant, what would you say?
-- i'd say: "what? seriously? are you sure? really sure? you must be joking, cause if you are, I'LL SUE YOUR DAMN HOSPITAL!" hahahahahahahahaha!
Do you trust all of your friends?
-- just the real ones. the fake ones, who try to be friends but at my back, talks shit about me or about the people i care, is considered, untrustworthy.
Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
-- probably. but, it wouldn't go until that far. right?
What did the last text message you sent say?
-- i don't know. i erased them already. haha.
Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times?
-- just some random person. like you said, "at random times".
Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor?
-- i don't know. probably the ones who show real potential.
Fill in the blank.
-- what blank? i see no blank here. what blank are you talking about?? oh, you mean this blank? isn't it filled already? hahahahha!
Can you make a dollar in change right now?
-- yeap. wanna seeeeeeeeee?
How many kids do you want to have?
-- it's my choice to have kids or not, yes? so i choose not to. i have my reasons. -_-
When was the last time you flew in a plane?
-- almost five years ago.
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
-- yes. everything that existed in this world has a reason.
Whats your most favorite scar?
-- scar? how can a scar be a favourite? -.-
Are you afraid of falling in love?
-- no. but i try not to. i had enough. it's too.. complicated. being in love i mean.
What features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex?
-- lemme see. his physical being, his charm, his sense of humor, and the list goes on.
What is a goal you would like to accomplish in the near future?
-- to have LOTS and LOTS and LOTS of money andddd a successful career.
Would you make a good parent?
-- i wouldn't know.
What are you wearing right now?
-- why so interested in what i wear? are you a pervert or something? hahahahaha. :p
If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
-- i don't know. change myself probably. but i won't do that. it's not even worth it anymore. haha
Whats your middle name?
-- I don't think I have a middle name.
Favorite juice?
-- grape and orange.
Who was or will be the maid of honor/ best man in your wedding?
-- my sisters. and my best friend, Wani! Hahaha. That is, IF I ever get married. ;p
Best place to eat?
-- anywhere. as long as it's halal and nyaman lah. haha. right now, i'm craving for sushi. *looks at bubu* hahahahaha.
Favorite jeans?
-- mana saja tia asal comfortable dipakai.
Where was your default picture taken?
-- home. living room.
Have you had a sore throat?
-- nope. i hope i don't get any.
Righty or Lefty?
-- is there even a word such as "righty"?
Have you had the chicken pox?
-- nooooooooooooo. not yet. so, anyone who has chicken pox now, stay awayyyyyyyy. far awayyyyyyyy. hahaha.
Ever had a bar fight?
-- there's no bar in Brunei. Is there? haha.
Honestly, whats on your mind right now?
-- nothing much, just some unimportant matters that i have to deal with and random people popping in my head.
Favorite animal?
-- bunnies! *stares at bubu again* you stay away from my bunniess!!!!! hahahahahaha! *hide bunnies far far awayyy*
Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
-- glasses. though i wanted to wear contact lenses dulu.
Did you get sick today?
-- nope. i hope not.
Shoe size?
-- if i tell you, would you get me a pair or two? hahaha. ;p
Been to Mexico?
-- not yet. isn't it hot there?
When is the last time you had a massage?
-- i don't know. o_O
Last person to see you cry?
-- if i start to cry, i'll cry alone. i don't want other people to see. it's kinda embarassing. hehe
Who made you cry?
-- particular people. -.-
Do you miss someone today?
-- no. hahahahaha.
Did you get in a fight with someone today?
-- nope. (A)
Ever been in a fight with your pet?
-- ehhhhhhhhh? how can you be in a fight with a pet? we're bigger than them, surely, they will lose? haha.
What was the last TV show you watched?
-- SCRUBS! XD
Who knows you the best?
-- them people.
Did you buy something today?
-- junk food! and crab meat on a stick. XD
Last person to lay in your bed?
-- bed's not here yet. -.-
What are your plans for the weekend?
-- sleep and rearrange things in my new room! :D
Who do you think will repost this?
-- i don't know. anybody who wants to do it i guess. haha
Who was the last person you hung out with?
-- tadi sama neena! XD
If your significant other asked you to marry them TODAY what would you say?
-- so early mehhhh. -.- i'm too young for that. -.-
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Baby,top. || 10:44 PM
another dream wasted on you..
Date : Sunday, October 19, 2008
I am stress at the moment, so I need to type up a post. Just shut up and read. Thank you.
Here's another survey I did.
1. Someone knocks on your window at 2am, who do you want it to be?
- what the fucking hell???! at 2am in the bloody morning?! are you insane!?
2. what song is stuck in your head?
- three cheers for five years by mayday parade.
3. midnight, who were you texting?
- no one. i was dreaming my time away.
4. what are you most worried about?
- this and that. -.-
5. how different are you from three years ago?
- three years ago, i was immature and felt like a child even though in front of every body else, i seemed to toughen up. hah!
6. let a good friend/ex/bestfriend go this year?
- who could ever let go of good friends.. i did let my ex go (:
7. when is the next time you will see the person you like?
- i don't know. months? years? for the other one, i'm not sure. hmmm..
8. when was the last time you cried really badly?
- stupid memories.. i don't want to remember that.
9. do you like your life at the moment?
- i guess so. now, i get to have my own room. so, i think i'm happy, for the most part.
10. who are you currently frustrated with?
- him and him over there. -.-
11. do you have a friend that starts with the letter X?
- nope. i don't think so.
12. you want to get married?
- this question is out of my hands.
13. is anything alive in your room?
- just my heart and nothing else.
14. do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
- that would be hafiz? haha. he knows a lot.
15. were any of your past relationships worth it?
- again, i do not wish to remember these things.
16. been in a hospital this year?
- i skipped my appointments. haha. i'm never going to the hospital, ever again. even when i get in so much pain.
17. according to your ex, are you pretty?
- he told my friends that i am cute (?) hahahahahaha. i do find myself pretty sometimes. :P
18. what's the last piercing you got?
- just the ones at my ears and they hurt a lot! -.-
19. do you know if anyone likes you?
- i wouldn't know. hahaha. why don't they tell me?
20. talk to your ex?
- we're good friends now, so yeah, we do talk, normally.
21. have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with a c?
- c? i can never recall anyone with the name that starts with a C.
22. do you have trust issues?
- sometimes, i can never trust anyone these days, well, except for a few.
23. have you ever regretted letting someone go?
- i wasn't the one who let go, so it wasn't my regret. haha.
24. who is the last to sleep in your bed ?
- bed's not here yet. it will be here in a few days time.
25. how long does it take for you to take get ready?
- 20 to 30 minutes tops.
26. in the past week have you gotten your hair cut ?
- just befoe raya though and now my hair is getting longer every day.
27. whose bed did you sleep in last?
- me bed = couch. for now. hahaha.
28. has someone disappointed you recently?
- hmmm. i don't know. you tell me.
29. do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?
- i am "just friends" with my ex. haha.
30. do you still turn to your parents for advice?
- hmmmmmmmmmmmm. not anymore...
31. ever have surgery?
- yup.
32. are your eyes the same color as your mom's or dad's?
- more like my dad's.
33. been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?
- such as? i've been a very good girl all along. *not!* hahahahaha.
34. are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
- eh? no. because they bully me. -.-
35. do you want to see someone this very minute?
- yes please and i demand an explanation from that someone.
36. has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you and meant it?
- yes. once and now...? i don't know. haha. i'm not so sure anymore if it was all true, if it weren't lies to begin with.
Labels: survey
Baby,top. || 8:17 PM
art thou not a fool?
Date : Friday, October 10, 2008
I begin to wonder what I am suppose to be doing right now. I should have revised my ass off cause exam starts in about 4 more days only, but instead, here I am, wasting my time away, blogging. And, not to mention the time I devoted to playing online games for the past few days. Am I not worried? Would I not be afraid if I get scolded by my parents when one day, the results are out, and it wasn't what they had expected from me? I am seriously wondering when will be the time for me to really revise. Would I choose to do the last minute revision like I always did when exams are nearer? I most probably would, given that, when I knew what the outcomes might be, I still didn't bother to revise anyway.
What is wrong with me? My other friends are starting to revise already, they even started a few weeks ago. But as for me, I'm still here. Typing away. Like a lunatic who doesn't even give two shits what her parents might say or think about herself. Seriously, what is the matter with me? Would I only hope and pray to God that whatever I'd write on the exam papers be enough for me to get at least a C? I know that without hard work and motivation, I would
NEVER get a good grade, even a C. Then, when I know what will happen, why am I here?
I always have hopes and dreams to go abroad one day, I told my friends I wanted to go to New Zealand or Scotland or whatever. None of those will come true unless I start working hard now. Am I only talking big when I know I don't even gonna do anything to make it come true? Sometimes, I wonder. Really.
Labels: my ramblings
Baby,top. || 1:27 PM
Decode - Paramore
Date : Thursday, October 09, 2008
How can I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind
I can't win your losing fight all the time
Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride
No not this time
Not this time
How did we get here?
When I use to know you so well
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know
The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out on my own
(I'm screaming "I love you so..." But my thoughts you can't decode)
How did we get here?
When I use to know you so well
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know
Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves
How did we get here?
When I use to know you so well
But how did we get here?
Well, I use to know you so well
I think I know
I think I know
There is something that I see in you
It might kill me
I want it to be true
Labels: song lyrics
Baby,top. || 7:15 PM
