it's the last day and i still...
I am being extremely hyper at home today. Haha. I couldn't stop laughing, well, I was actually laughing by myself and my kaka said I was "strange" for laughing on my own. I mean, what is so "strange" when you're the only one laughing when other people doesn't seem to get what was so funny. Let me tell you this, I was laughing because I was happy, and probably a
tiny bit mental as well. Hahahahahaha! There I go again~ I was laughing so mentally because today is the last day of school for the seniors of PTE Berakas. Yes, I am laughing to that, laughing to celebrate the end of burdens~ Yes people, I call "studying" a burden. I know, I know. You may think I'm crazy about claiming that fact, but truly, have you not felt the slightest bit burdened by having to study all the time, and then, there's that continuous pressure given from the teachers as well as family members? Call me crazy or whatever because I said that studying is a burden. I don't care! Hahahahahahahahahahaha! Seriously! I don't. I am just glad that it's over. For now. Hahaha.
Studying
is fun, without studying, how can you know things like complicated statistics formulas, facts about the world in Geography, and going through depths in understanding Shakespeare's plays? Learning something new everyday is always fun, but sometimes, you gotta rest from all of that, right? Of course I'm right. Hahahahaha! Okay, I'll stop with the nonsense talk.
Today's the last day, so we celebrated it with taking lots and lots of pictures~ Haha. Stupid and pacah pictures~ I'll upload them as soon as I can get my hands on all of them. *looks at Neena, hint hint xp* Hahahahahahahahahaha!
Okay, Elle is being
extremely annoying tadi. Seems like she didn't have a heart to throw away the old dolls upstairs. She keeps on badgering me with the dolls, saying "why don't you like me anymore? why do you want to throw me away?~" and I was like, "STAY AWAY FROM ME! LALALALALALALALALALA! *not wanting to hear anything* STAY AWAY! I AIN'T LISTENING!" Wouldn't it be better to donate them instead, like to the kindergardeners? I bet they would appreciate it. It's true that every doll means something to us, but then, do we want to keep them with us forever? Eventually we'll grow up to be adults and wouldn't we be needing more space in the bedroom, instead of arranging every single doll on every single wall? I don't want to live in the past, where I seemed to be really childish back then, I wanna grow up and be an adult even though I have to live within a ten-year-old body. As Mrs. Kay once said to me, "you're not small, you're just petite". Yes, I like that word better,
petite.Back to my school story. I had maths on the first block, so I went there to return the textbooks. It's funny how everyone seemed to get along with one another, while I'm always.. by myself. I don't blame them, I just had a habit of wanting to be alone. That's why, at school, people don't see me talking much, except when I'm around my close friends, atu pun sekajap saja, after that, silence. Haha. So, when I was all by myself during class today, he came to sit next to me, maybe he noticed something again. We talked, like
really talked. It's been a while since we did talk, God, I
did miss him this whole time. *stares out the window*
Bah, I'm gonna go now~ Later~ I wanna watch Code Geass. :D
Labels: memories, my ramblings, school
Baby,top. || 3:34 PM
I'm gonna miss you kecil! Hehe. I know I'm small too. I don't know when we're gonna see each other again, I am really gonna miss you x') anywayy, if I happen to make plans to go out, I'm gonna include you in it as well. Haha. I'm gonna steal you from Syahmi sekejap (sorry Syahmi :P), and we go out to watch movies or better yet, go shopping! Hahahaha. I'll see you when I see you. XD
