♥ , Black/White.

baseball~

Date : Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Tagged by the Fidseh~.

1. Do you think you're hot?
Yes. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :P

2. Upload a favorite picture of you

3. Why do you like that picture?
because the photo says, "I have a secret that you won't know of."

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
eons ago~

5. The last song you listened to?
actually, currently listening to it. Supermassive Black Hole - Muse. this song reminds me of a particular scene in Twilight, BASEBALL SCENE! woohoo!~

6. What are you doing right now besides this?
facebook-ing and eating maltesers.

7. What name would you prefer besides yours?
just my name, nothing else. either it's Amal or Arashi.

8. People I tag:
Nina47th
Elle
Hafiz
JimJim
Meow

9. Who is number 1?
My sister. :D

10. Number 2 is having relationship with?
*ignoring this question*

11. Say something about number 5?
she looks like a chinese! hehehehe.

12. How about number 4?
she's my beh. XD

13. Who is number 3?
my anime comrade! haha.

14. Say something about the person/people who tagged you.
Fidseh, she's a gorgeous girl who likes sushi. Haha. :D

Labels: survey

Baby,top. || 3:24 PM

still improving.

Date : Wednesday, December 24, 2008

I am making Twilight wallpapers at the moment to occupy my holiday time, while waiting for the New Moon movie to come out next year (hopefully). Maybe I should make a New Moon wallpaper too. Hmm... I'll decide later~ Anyway, here's my work:

These wallpapers are 1024 by 768 pixels in size. Characters' copyrights are of Stephenie Meyer's the author of the Twilight Saga and brushes used can be found by googling them. I forgot which brush belongs to whom *mental note: have to write down brushes' owner* and photos used can be found in this address: everglow.

You can download them if you want, just click on the images and save them to your file. Make sure to zoom in first before you save them. I know they're not much to look at but I'm still improving my photoshop techniques here. Do comment on my chatbox and tell me what you think of them. If clicking on the images does not seem to work, tell me.

Good night then. I'm off to bed~ Oh, merry xmas everyone.

Labels: twilight, wallpapers

Baby,top. || 10:56 PM

throw away what i can't replace.

Date : Thursday, December 18, 2008

My head is a ticking time bomb. My rage is a river, flowing endlessly down the river's course.

I am drumming my fingers on the keyboard pad, impatiently. Maybe waiting for something to happen. Or, maybe trying to get an idea on what to write in today's entry. Currently listening to Eyes on Fire by Blue Foundation, a soundtrack from Twilight. Yes, we all know I am obsessed with Twilight, but who the fuck gives a damn? Mind your own fucking business.

Why am I angry you ask? I don't know why, it's happening rather randomly. The rage, I mean. That's happens a lot when I'm alone. I get furious. I can't explain why cause I don't even know what's wronfg with me. Maybe it's something genetic that runs in the family, or something similar to that. Alone is a dangerous time, for me that is. I think a lot, and I mean A LOT when I'm alone. Silly little brain has a mind of its own. And you're all thinking that maybe I've gone insane. That's most likely to happen though. I've gone insane. What am I blabbering about? I don't even get it.

Yesterday was awesome. Very awesome. I wanted to go into the water, but was too afraid. Plus, what will my Dad say when he finds out that I'm disobeying his orders? He'll definitely get angry. Thanks guys for the fun times. We should do that more often.

Now, listening to Decode by Paramore. Should switch to full volume so I don't have to LISTEN to anything in this house. I want to shut myself in my own world and listen to NOTHING but loud music.

Labels: my ramblings

Baby,top. || 7:09 PM

nudger.

Date : Monday, December 15, 2008

I found these photos at Crunchyroll.com and I think he is almost perfect to be Kuran Kaname of Vampire Knight. The first time I laid my eyes on these photos, I was immediately taken to a stance mode. He looks absolutely and breathtakingly gorgeous~ He looks so pretty and Kaname also looks pretty~ I love cosplays ^^,

Anywayy, let's talk. Currently, I have this nudging feeling in my head, almost like a time bomb waiting to go boom! Haha. It's been happening for the past few days, and I don't know why my head hurts. -.- I think I've been sleeping early during the holidays, well actually it's every 11pm. Haha. And during last Saturday, I slept at 3am, but that's an exception since I just got back home at 2.30 in the morning from watching Twilight! XD Back to my story, since my head hurts at the moment, I think I'll retire to bed really early today. Hmm. I wonder if that's such a good idea, cause I know I'll get hang-overs when I wake up tomorrow. Etto. Sleep or no sleep, that is the question~ Oh well, I guess I'll take my chances~ Haha. I'm gonna go now! Out-.

p/s:
I'm planning to go watch Twilight again, even though I know the movie was such a disappointment, I don't really care~ I wanna watch, again! Why? Because Twilight is an obsession.

I AM A PROUD TWILIGHTER. screw you haters. :P

Labels: anime, my ramblings, twilight

Baby,top. || 7:28 PM

Team Edward Cullen!

Date : Saturday, December 13, 2008

This is what I said at my Facebook status box last night, "Amal says Edward Cullen is dazzlingly HOT!!" and I left it idle for 10 hours. And below here, we have the outcome from five different people, myself included. And ALL this started with an "ugh". Hahahahahahahahaha. Zoom in and read people. :P

NEVER mess with Team Edward. Haha. :P

So anyway, watched Twilight at midnight last night with my sisters and my sisters' friends. The movie was a tad bit disappointing cause they took out most of the good parts in the book. Why do they have to alter the plot? I hope in New Moon, they'll stick mostly to the book. My sister repeatedly said that it was "disappointing and boring". She fell asleep in the cinema during the early scenes. -.-'

But for the most parts, the movie was filled with beautiful people. Such as the dazzling Edward Cullen, the ordinary but somehow beautiful Bella Swan, the cute and graceful Alice Cullen, the always-in-pain Jasper Hale, the hot and beautiful Rosalie Hale, the big brother Emmett Cullen, the motherly Esme Cullen and the handsome Dr. Carlisle Cullen. Man, they all look pretty. Haha. & oh! Not forgetting the evil James, the tiger-kitty Victoria and the pleasant Laurent.

I only liked a few scenes in the movie, though I wished that they should have extended the fight scene a bit longer. I'm not gonna ruin the movie for those who haven't seen it yet. Go watch it and tell me what you think, and for those who have read the book, I know that it's much better than the movie, yes? Haha. Let's just stick to the book and make our own Twilight version in our heads, the way we like it. :D

TEAM EDWARD FOREVER! :P

Labels: twilight

Baby,top. || 10:48 AM

More of Twilight.

Date : Thursday, December 11, 2008

I found the pictures at Facebook and made them into this:

TWILIGHT is an ~~obsession~~.

Labels: twilight

Baby,top. || 8:52 AM

obsession.

Date : Tuesday, December 09, 2008

I have OTS, which stands for, Obsessive Twillight Syndrome, and apart from that, I'm also developing OCS, Obsessive Cullen Syndrome. Yes, call me crazy or whatever, I still can't stop obsessing over it. Every cell in my brain is affected with Twilight and the sight of Edward's crooked smile *dazzled*. I smiled to myself whenever I look at Edward's picture and I don't know why my face starts to get warmer, he really dazzles people, either he's glaring at you or just looking at you with those smoldering, butterscotch eyes. I'm having a little trouble to think that Edward is actually a fictional character, although I do like Rob Pattinson too. Haha. I have got to clear my head from this obsession. I have to admit it's getting ridiculous everyday, BUT I CAN'T STOP! I refuse to stop actually. All I could think about every single day is Twilight, Twilight, Twilight, TWILIGHT.

I'm practically screaming "TWILIGHT!" in my head right now.

Okay, enough of my current obsession. Let's talk about what I did today. Hahahaha. Okay, woke up today at 8 a.m.. Did some house chores, of which I did reluctantly, without anyone telling me to do them. Hah! I felt like doing something useful and beneficial, so I did the house chores. Usually, I wouldn't :P Cleaned and tidied up my bedroom as well, it has been a few weeks already since I left it accumulating with dust bunnies. Haha. Note to self, should get a bigger carpet next time, but will be needing around $250 for the bigger carpet =__=' Anywayy, I'd also need a towel rack cause the sight of my towels on my bed, is not what I would call, tidy. I'd also need a complete make-up set. What? Were you surprised by that statement? I do wear make-up, okay? Occassionally~ Hahaha.

Okay, back to my original story, on what I did today. After the chores, I made a few themes for my phone and also photoshoped some twilight pictures *there I go with my obsession again haha* then, I arrived here, blogging my time away cause my blog needs an update before anyone starts to be demanding at my cbox as I have disappeared? Hahahahahaha. Sometimes, I make no sense with what I just typed.

And what shall I do tomorrow eh? I've been wanting to practice Bella's Lullaby on the keyboard for a very long time now. Maybe I should do that tomorrow, so I'll have something to occupy myself with. Hmm. Yes, that would be a better thing to do rather than using up all of my energy watching animes 24/7. :D

Bah, I'm gonna go now. Wanna watch me hunt down some Twilight photos? :P

Labels: my ramblings, twilight

Baby,top. || 9:54 PM

*gets swoon.

Date : Saturday, December 06, 2008

A survey thing before I sleep. :D

1. Complete this sentence; "I can't stand..."

- people who think that they are all that.

2. What scares the living daylights out of you?

- God's wrath.

3. What's your biggest fear?

- I don't know. Lemme see...

4. Who would you like to share a bubble bath with?

- hahahahahahahahahahahahaha! wait, let me laugh some more. hahahahahahahahahahahaha! no one. haha.

5. What/Who leaves you speechless?

- being shouted at for no apparent reasons. oh! Edward Cullen leaves me speechless. Haha. He dazzles me, and every other girl who adores him, with his crooked smile. *melts.

6. If u were in trouble,which superhero would u prefer to swoop down & save you?

- can I have Edward Cullen instead? Hahahaha.

7. What can't you say NO to?

- twilight & chocolates! and ribena! and coke! and butter prawn! and lots more! haha.

8. What is always in your fridge?

- ice. we got tonnes of that.

9. What have you always wanted to do, but never dared to?

- cliff diving. or air diving.

10. Your newest obsession?

- TWILIGHT!

11. Your fav place to be?

- my own meadow. but i don't have one.

12. Who would you like to take home to meet Mum?

- a guy like Edward Cullen. Haha. I know he's a fictional character, so what?! Hahahahaha!

13. The thing u owned that u love most now & forever?

- Uhmmm. I don't know.

14. What's your pet peeve?

- people who get really, really annoying towards you. and at one point, you just want to hit their heads with a large boulder. haha.

Good Night mina-san!~

Labels: surveys

Baby,top. || 10:58 PM

twilight, the safest time.

Date :

Warning: this post MAY (or may not) contain spoilers, I suggest that you DO NOT continue to read on if you do not want to see the scenes taken from Twilight movie. If you still want to, then fine~ You are at your OWN risk. I have given my warning beforehand.
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Before you start saying anything, I need to clarify something. Yes, I have a Twilight-obsessive-syndrome disease. I don't know why I'm so obsessed with Twilight right now. Haha. Anyway, just like to share with you guys some of my favourite pictures related to Twilight. I found them from the "Addicted to Twilight, the unofficial fan community of Twilight" application in facebook. Did some edits here and some edits there with photoshop, and I ended up with these photos below. Just so you know, the very first picture down here, is my all-time favourite. Haha. XD
Enjoy~

Edward and Bella, at the Prom Scene.

The Olympic Clan, The Cullen Family.

The Cullen Kids, at the Cafeteria.

Carlisle and Esme Cullen, at the Cullen's Crypt.

Rob Pattinson a.k.a. Edward Cullen.

Kirsten Stewart a.k.a. Isabella Swan.

Kellan Lutz a.k.a. Emmett Cullen.

Nikki Reed a.k.a. Rosalie Hale.

Jackson Rathbone a.k.a. Jasper Hale.

Ashley Greene a.k.a. Alice Cullen.

Cam Gigandet a.k.a. James, the tracker.

Rachelle Lafevre a.k.a. Victoria, Jame's mate.

Labels: twilight

Baby,top. || 9:56 PM

to nina fourth and hafiz-sama. :D

Date : Thursday, December 04, 2008

A very Happy 20th Birthday to:

Nina Fourth, my dearest sister,

as well as to, Hafiz-sama, my anime comrade. Haha.

You guys owe me treats :P hahahahahahahahaha. XD

Labels: Birthdays

Baby,top. || 7:54 PM

all the desires in my world.

Date : Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Currently listening: Pachelbel's Canon

I have a sudden thirst for Ribena, the rich maroon-ish grape juice, almost like the colour of blood itself, but rather... prettier and softer? One of these days, I'm gonna head to the supermarket to get my hands on some Ribena drinks, just so I can satisfy this appetite. Speaking of the supermarket, maybe I'll get some snacks as well: a packet or two of mini Toggi chocolates, a few packets of mini Tobblerones, a few packets of Hershey's Cream 'n Cookies' kisses, a couple of Kinda Bueno... hmm. What else eh? I'll stil have plenty of time to choose in the supermarket. I just hope I got enough cash to buy them. Haha. Have to be saving some money this month, cause I know I'd be broke, starting next year. *where should I begin to look for more cash...?*

The day started as usual today, like any other day to be exact. Got nothing much to do during the holidays, except for the heaps of house chores I gotta do every single day (cause everybody expects me to do it as I have SO much free time in my hands). Other than that, I got nothing better else to do. However, I do watch anime every single day though, that would probably help keep myself occupied for the next few days and onwards. Apart from that, all I ever do around the house is reading my sister's novels. I've been reading the Twilight Saga over and over again just to fill my free time, and no, I do NOT get bored or tired from reading them repeatedly. If I start to love one particular book, I'd read it ten times every other day.

It was raining in the afternoon today. Got myself soaked a little from being under the rain for 10 minutes. What? I was feeding my bunnies, they got to eat yknow. I can't just let them starve to death, I am not THAT cruel. But it was really cold being under the naked sky, with the rain drizzling lazily on top of you. I was shivering slightly when I came into the house. The sky freaked me out a little, like there was a storm gonna happen in just a few seconds, so I had to hurry with the feeding for the bunnies, but with them being so difficult every few minutes, it did not help me to be fast and efficient. -.- I love them nonetheless.

It's nearly 11pm now. Gotta return to my slumber soon. Later, readers~

p/s:
I think I'm gonna start writing another story, just to occupy my time during the holidays. Maybe I'll start on it tomorrow, if I feel like it. Haha.

& oh. I have unrealistic expectations in men after reading The Twilight Saga. All I need to find now, is my own Edward. Hahahahahahahahaha! And yes, I still have an obsession with Twilight.

Labels: my ramblings

Baby,top. || 10:21 PM

tag! you're it.

Date :

TAG
1.Each blogger must post this rules.
2.Each blogger must being with ten facts about them.
3.Other blogger who are also tagged must also state the rules and ten facts about themselves.
4.You must choose ten people to give this award to and list their names at the end.
5.It is essential that tag is left at their tag boards,letting them know about the award they've received.

TEN FACTS ABOUT ME:
1. I don't talk that much
2. I daydream
3. I love watching Anime
4. I love reading the Twilight Saga over and over again
5. I love cooking, mostly for myself
6. I was born on July 23, 1988
7. I love the autumn season
8. I adore cherry blossoms
9. I adore red roses
10. I have unrealistic expectations in men after reading Twilight :D

TEN PEOPLE I TAG:
whoever wants to do it, then feel free.

Labels: surveys

Baby,top. || 1:10 PM