I decided to take the exams again, but I'll be taking only one paper this June and that will be
Geography. I won't be taking Maths
anymore cause I know I wouldn't be able to score it. -.-' So, I'm just gonna
leave it be, cause I don't like Maths to begin with. Plus, Dad doesn't let me take Maths again. Haha. Cause he knows I won't be able to score it. And here I thought he should be encouraging me to try harder but then~ he knows I'm not good in Maths. XD
Anyway, I still haven't decided on what course to take in UBD, if by any chance I'll be able to get into UBD that is, Dad wants me to take Public Policy cause all the other courses are made unavailable -.-' I heard there were only four courses left in UBD. Not much of a choice if you ask me. At least, I wanted to have a huge range of courses to choose from, but no. I won't be able to do that with just four courses left. -.-' Enough of my complaints.
To tell you the truth, I'm still not ready to go to Uni. Why? I don't know. Maybe because I feel insecure at the moment. There's a lot for me to think about if I do get into Uni. Would I be able to withstand the pain when I walk around Uni? I know what you would say though, you'd say that's a stupid thing to complain about. Sure~ That's what
you would think. For me, it's different. It's
that complicated. And don't start judging me for this. --.
What should I take ey? Any suggestions? I still want to be an environmentalist. It's my dream job~ *then she starts talking to herself*
apart from that, I'd do a little trading here and there, take some 'green pills' and trade them for other 'green pills' and increase my profits each day by 500... Then I'd be counting for one pip.. two pips.. three pips.. and the list goes on... and when that's done, I could go collect my profits in my account... then go buy some new things for my room and pay some bills so I'd be able to ease my parents' debt burdens... what else ey... oh. mustn't forget about the sisters... if i can make more each day, i'd be able to give them some of that earned profits too... keep them happy every now and then... *still talking to self*
there is so much for me to think about... i wonder if i'd be able to cope with all of this... hmm... *thinks further*
and good night readers,
sweet dreams. Labels: life dreams, my ramblings
Baby,top. || 9:22 PM